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Posted on: 2005-11-27
Posted at: 19:49
These are mayday songs lyrics.
Lyrics are well-written so take a look.!


志明与春娇
志明真正不知要按怎 为什么 爱人不愿阁再相偎春娇已经早就无在听 讲这多 其实拢总拢无卡抓
走到淡水的海岸 两个人的爱情已经无人看 已经无人听 啊
我跟你最好就到这 你对我已经没感觉 到这冻止 你也免爱我我跟你最好就到这 你对我已经没感觉 麦阁伤心麦阁我这爱你 你不爱我
志明心情真正有影寒 风这大 你也真正拢没心肝春娇你哪无要和我播 这出电影 咱就走到这位准嘟煞




超人
世界如果被残酷攻击 只要给我一个电话亭把内裤当外衣 如果你能够开心 展开披风 带你飞行
谁赐予我这一身 无助的能力神也不能阻挡 你想离开的心
为什么拯救地球 是那么容易为什么束手无策啊 我和你的爱情为什么我能飞天 也能够遁地为什么我却没办法 长驱直入 你的心
曾经你赞美我手臂 逛街多能提 日日夜夜贴身保护你最凶狠的怪兽 也不能胛椅?那为何害怕你的泪滴
我给了我这一幕 难堪的结局谁要这样超人 连自己也救不起 为什么拯救地球 是那么容易为什么束手无策啊 我和你的爱情
为什么拯救地球 终于完美结局为什么 我只能够 眼看着爱燃烧成 灰烬
世界如果被残酷攻击 谁来接手我的超能力



拥抱
下长日的假面 奔向梦幻的强界南瓜马车的午夜 换上童话的玻璃鞋让我享受这感觉 我是孤傲的蔷薇让我品尝这滋味 纷乱世界的不了解
昨天太近 明天太远 默默聆听那黑夜晚风吻尽 荷花叶 任我醉倒在池边等你清楚看见我的美 月光晒干眼泪那一个人 爱我将我的手 紧握
抱紧我 吻我 喔 爱 别走隐藏自己的疲倦 表达自己的狼狈放纵自己的狂野 找寻自己的明天向你要求的誓言 就算是你的谎言我需要爱的慰借 就算那爱已如潮水
那一个人爱我将我的手紧握抱紧我吻我喔爱~ 别走
抱紧我吻我喔爱~ 别走抱紧我吻我喔爱~

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Posted at: 19:49
... loss for words and i am really loss for words.
Feel like i am going to die.
I am so sick.
So so so sick.
DIE DIE DIE.

If holiday is that bad, ...
Posted on: 2005-11-23
Posted at: 00:12

Yip~
holiday is just getting here, NONO.
It had already past erm i guess a few weeks. I guess i am a little too in a ' sleepy mode'. Not enough sleep and was waked up by my siblings who shouted out their lungs to wake me up and just to inform me that the air-con cleaners were here. Damn it. It was only 12+. No choice but to get up and go to the living room to allow the people to clean my air-con. It was smelly, like pesticide( or more than that). It was still in my room till now. Sinren had to go to Malaysia to become some 'standby' monk. Although it sounds crazy but at least no one would be fighting with here over the pc. I missed every of YPS friends. Those that were counted as true friends.

Went to see that superstar thingy. I think it is campus superstar or what. Peifen is cute and the judges were strict but i don't think they are as you know 2000+ is competiting with each other. To me, it was on average and they sang ' chun zhen' awfully.( no offence =[ ) Everything seems out of control, a boy kept shouting that he cant move out and i feel like asking him to shut up. Everybody is there squeezing with each other not only him. Junction 8 was like packed with people but theres still space for you to move. Saw our school people, i guess they failed, obviously from their expressions or disappointment in their eyes. I don't realy want to support my school. As you can see, my school isn't a very nice school. After that, we went back to yishun. We then took a bus to occ to play bowl but that was a saturday and as you know the price isn't those we can afford. We have to change our mind and go back to safra to play pool. I wasn't very willing to roam around the pool as you know the people there are so adults. I am just pass the age of 12. Pool wasn't easy. I just feel myself in a wrong position and not enough force is given. At least i feel safe when our pool table is near the registration so that the people can really see us. I shot in some balls? The last game i shot in the black one. We decided to walk back to North Point. Although it was a long distance not a stone throw, we still manage to reach there. I took a bus back to home.

Today was so darn trembling cold. I was so like wearing a sweater and 'ah choo' all the time. I wonder which wind was blowing.( na ge bei feng chui lai de) Everything was so in control? And what ami saying? Rubbish!!!

Sinren is right, i must like save my money for anything that happens in future. If one day, i save $2. A month would be $54. One year would be around $540. Three year would be $1640. You see i can use this money to see my favourite concert or what. Anyone buy me a birthday present. Mayday Final Home tickets- cheap de also don't mind. I guess i can never get this birthday present.! Serve me rights for not saving but i don't think i would waste my money on all this. I guess i would buy the disc in contrast i can keep it with me forever and see it when i need it. My friends please buy me a Mayday concert disc i want FINAL HOME de. i wishhhh!!!

Now i have to be seriously serious about my holiday homework. I cant help but look at it helplessly. At least i have only finished some maths question and a book review and a newspaper cutting. I had just finish reading a story book which meant that i would need to read 1 more book to finish my book reviews. I am so relieved that i indeed succeeded in finishin at least 2 books as you know from not more than 50 books in my 13 years on earth. Seems fine but not ok, i feeling i did not put enough effort in my book review so i guess i need to do something about it. I have decided to work hard in my next year 2006. It's not easy getting up with everything in my messy sec 1 life. With all the mistakes done and i guess i would realy need to buck up and kick away all the fuss. There i only one song to represent which is ' ya guan'. After crying,i should bit my lips and move on. I figured it out that no matter how many tears i shed, nobody would understand except myself. I should not shed these meaningless tears, they only add to my pain so why should i ? With all the boring teachers and ... teachers, i should just get over it, I can't change them so i should just change myself instead of them. I cant change everything around me but i could change my thinking of them. =). Think postively. School is just a part of life and everybody goes through it. Maybe someone suffer a worst fate than i does, so i should just pull up my socks and walk forward. I should just enjoy and appreciate everything i had now and not cry when i don't have them. Sometimes, life is just predestined but not all. You choose your own fate. If you think you would be stupid, then you would burn away all the books and then stop studying just because you think you are stupid and even if you study nothing would come out of you. If you think you are clever, you would read those books and gain knowledge from them. In the meantime, you are just as clever as expected. What if you are destined to be clever, and you think you would, so you sit there and wait knowledge to be sat upon you. Wrong, you would be just as stupid as someone predestined to be stupid. You can change everything in life. Determination and preservance is the way to work out. Cherish every opportunity to the open door.


Holiday seems to be a way to work out everything. I decided to just do something about it.
Hope everyone would be delighted to find this plan of mine helpful or useful in some ways.

1) Get up early for a jog.
2) Get a new look.
3) Sign up for something like a sports.
4) Try out new things.( not drugs or...)
5) Check out the coolest thing out there.
6) Spring cleaning
7) Read up something
8) Finsh your homework
9) Sing out
10)Enjoy yourself.

Just an advice to those borings out there. To me, best is to finish your homework before you do anything.

I feel i am stupid. It's ok. That's how i wana live out!

=)

Posted on: 2005-11-19
Posted at: 00:04
this joke is provided by li qiu.

Ah Lian ask shopkeeper: Eh Ah chek, u got sell
stocking up to knee, boh?
Ah Chek : Lu siao ah stocking wear up to 'yeo'
(waist) only, where
got up to the 'nee'(breast) one.

FUNNY?


ok.
anyway today was my sis birthday and
happy birthday ..!!!

hehex.
never bought her present. but ok lahx. take it as me owe her.
LOVE yahs.
but now she is throwing a temper for no reason.
Anyway cake was nice.
the food was gd
i am fat.
hehex.

ok.
so sienx
haix. tmr going see xiao yuan superstar..
hope wun see our sku de there.
heex.

love.love.love.
MY HORORSCOPE says i am meeting someone nice tmr.
SHUAI DE.
haha
ok.
gd then.
bb
~~~
cheers.
=.)
XD.

hope haf fun fun tmr.

LOVE.
Posted on: 2005-11-17
Posted at: 23:17
what exactly is love?
...
what it is.
let it be.
maybe i shld grow or i am not used to it.
What shld i do now.
tears are non-stop.
What shld i do.
what shld i do.
Get over it?
Can't hardly see u now.
1 week.
Not even 10 sentences.
Whatever i say, u duwan to hear.
I am so hopeless.
Whats the point here where no one tries to hear what i say when i nid them the most.
Just lock myself and cry in here.
Try to act i am ok.
Try to act i am not angry when u dun reply.
Try to act calm when u dun even wan to hear wad i say.
Try to act i am ok when i am not with you all.
Try to act everything is ok to me.
Try to act i am good in school.
Try to act i dun mind if u dun tok to me.
Try to act its ok when i dun see u for 2 days.
Try to act everything is fine for me.
Try to act i dun care even if u dun care for me.
Try to act as i am with my friends and i love them and doesnt mind when i am with you all.
Try to act i am so ok and i love my bed and i enjoy my world.
Try to act i am grateful when u just bought spaghetti for me.
Try to act everything seems so the ways they are.
Do u all feel so good or dun even mind when i am not even with you all.

I feel so sucky.
I tot i was lucky to be here.
I tot everything would be fine when it is not.
I can feel evrything of me is filled with tears.
I am so broken.
I finally realised i can only love myself.

I hate everything.
Filled in this world with everything i want and left out with the biggest thing i needed the most.

I have to be loving myself.
Telling lies that things will get better.
Telling myself it will be over when it is getting worst.
I feel i am dying.
I feel i am relli dying.
I hate all of ur friends.
I hate beers and coffee shops.
I finally shed all my loneliness.

hey.its second day.
Posted on: 2005-11-16
Posted at: 20:32
Oh My God!
I have been listening to the album for 24 hour continuously.
I wake up i hear.
I sleep i hear.
Everywhere.
hehex.
yeahs.
tzy huoy got her album too.
=.)
hehes.
well, everything happen just in a nick of time.
Not enough sleeping.
Dark circles. hehex. going to watch Harry Potter wid sinta tmr.
YEahs. have fun.
=). ( the pics not clear but nvm.)

er wo zhi dao.

MAyday rocks.
shuting.=)

mad abt them.
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Posted at: 15:11


MAYDAY.
got to get crazy, u cant imagine how i was when i got this album.
ZHIZU.
i got to get crazy..
limited edition.
finally found the last one. at northpoint de sembawang.
When to causeway, both shop no more.
Went to sembawang then oso no more.
Made a call frm sembawang to northpoint and got one last disc.
Happie and loves.
Gloomy to Happy.
GAY!!! =).
going crazy.
Ask northpoint to .. leave the last one for me.
hehe.
then quickly go northpoint.and
YES.!!!
omg.
omg.
omg.
totally speechless.
I held so tightly in my chest.
Afraid tt it may run away or another mad mayday fans wil snatch it away.
HeHe.
hehe.
hehe.
love.lehx.
my name was even on the tag.!!!
hehe.
it was still at the album. hehe.
love YEAHS.

Credits
You have my thanks



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