ALGEBRA only makes me totally pissed off.
I feel like killing or even consider murdering the person who come up with whatever algrbra.
Humans are too intelligent over years and ended up suffering.
Are we over???
I am not sure but according to what i see, maybe we would really die in 100 years or what.
And another glacial period, dinosaurs taking over, homosepiens.
After all, we would ended up in an evolution again.
It all started with ALGEBRA.
I had done far more than 100 algrbra questions and still can't get them all right.
I am really pissed off.
GET LOST ALGEBRA.


Tzy Huoy and I pon our CCA today.
Not in the mood and ended exploring our school.
Went past the prefect room and saw the people sweeping hair with a huge mirror there.
Then we stood outside the general office, playing scissors paper stone to decided.
YEAH, I WON.
It meant that we won't be going.
Somehow i felt we were being irresponsible as we are currently working on a huge project- carving the school song.
I am carving ZHI CHI SHI CHANG.
Whatever, even if we went, we won't be able to get a chance to see the teachers as 2D people kept hogging at the teacher desk and they always come before 2H.


I am writing a story named <>

WHAT HAPPENED TO HER???

and also on a chinese story which tells of a 15 year old journey where her father died on her birthday. Her mother had to work out and neglect about her. She then went on a relationship but was cheated. Then she met a rich and old man at a clubbing with her friends, she then sex with the old man and realised that the man was good to her until the old man ... ...

Don't tell too much...!!!

=))

Life goes on.
Let us face it bravely.
---What happened to her?





Everything seemed to slowed down unusually.
I can see myself moving and others stand like a statue.
Invisible water inevitable rolled down into my dry lips.
Tongue tasting the bitterness.
Nothing can save me from the cliff which is breaking apart.
Only myself.
I can feel the intense pain and heat threatening to rip my ribcage apart.
Myself and me.
What could happen to me if it just end like that.
Is this the end of me?





Things starts to get worst without sounding a warning.
My brain starts to get lazy and reluctantly it stop working.
Then everything stop working.
I can feel my leg letting way,
eyes rolling in a spiliting direction,
head reach the floor with a loud thump.
Time stopped.


In a minute time, the sound around me lost.
It was so quiet that the slighest ants crawl could be trasmitted into my ear drums.
The next few minutes, shoutings were heard.
My body was being thrown onto a soft bed.
1,2,3 and 1,2,3.
Heartbeat was pumping furiously.
So fast that it could just burst out and caused an explosion.
2,3,4 and 2,3,4.
Sound of voices exchanging with air.






My mind is twirling at a high speed.
Many things flashback.
Pictures and pictures came after one another.
It was so fast that i couldnt see which was which.
But they were flewing out of my memory.
I tried hard to recall.
None could get in.







I was raised onto another hard bed.
My stomach was cut.
I am trembling with teeth grinding with each other.
My head felt as if it had break into half.
The temperature was 0 degree celcius.
So cold that i couldn't bear.
Am i in the antartica?






The next minute, i can feel droplets and droplets of dripping onto my body.
They felt so warm that could save from the cold.
Some metal material dropped onto floor making the " ting" noise.
The noise level rose up with the noises made by machines.
Ti ti ti ti, ti ti ti ti.
tIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.







I felt the heat and pain all cinged away.
My eyes was blocked by a white light.
I slightly opened my eyes and closed again.
Those lights were so bright as if they could shoot my eyeballs into half.
Slowly, a person held my hand and led me to somewhere.
I had no directions but to follow.
I held tightly the freezing hand hoping it would bring me to a destination.






It stopped out of a sudden.
I wanted to open my eyes but i couldnt.
I feel as light as a feather slowing landing onto the soft ground.
I knew another heaven awaits upon my arrival.









No.No.No.
A strong invisible force like a magnet where a south and north pole attracts.
I was pulled down down down.
It seemed like i had travelled through the time machine.
Colours and memories seemed to regain.
Some bites from insects can be felt on my hands.












Where am I ?






( to be continued)
The WEDDING Night

YEsterday was the wedding of my aunt(mother sister), everyone was elated. First of all, we went to their house and eat the buffet which consists of all chilli food and i can imagine all my pimples helplessly poking out. Then, we went on to the process for the tea ceramony. It was a simple one and only the parents drank the tea. I wonder the ang pow how much. Then my aunt mother-in-law gave a gold chain. Everything went out... . We then drove to my grandma house. At there, we also had the tea ceramony but with everyone rushing. And then, it started. Each of them offered the tea and then drink it. Of course, with ang pow and with some extra jewellery. After this i came to a conclusion that, it is a good time for collecting money.

In the afternoon, went to do the hairdo and then proceed to all those dressing up. We reached the grasshoots at about 7.15 or what. It was crowded. But we saw my aunt, she was gorgeous. Why do all bride look so pretty, i am considering to make myself ugly on my bridal. Alright, i am thinking too far. Then we went to there to see the photo album, wow! The photo looked very clear and pretty too. How nice!!! I can see a crazy woman starting from the start of the day to the end running here and rushing there. My mother! She was igonring me for the whole thing and i was flumming with blood. Forget it.

The night started very special. My aunt and my uncle walked in and then down the red carpet. Then they sat down. Next, announced that the dinner starts now. Then the light went off. The waitress and waiter each hold a plate with a small candle in the middle walked in and lighted the room. How cool! I am considering sparkles for mine. Haha, i am out already. Everything went on and on. And i must say, the food is delicious. It consists of herbal prawns and duck, roasted pig, steamed fish, sharkfins soup, abalone and mushroom.( i mentioned those main one) I must agree that my cousin is ... . The waitress had not even put down the dish and she used her chopsticks want to pick the food. I was like, she never see all this before meh, theres plenty of them. Whatever lahx. Then we went on to the photo session which took only 30 seconds. Then the relative go up the stage. Then the uncle friend "yammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!"
Very very very long...
*yawn*
"SENG".
See how long and we must do this for 3 times.
Then theres a VIP room which i can enter, cool huh?
Then anyway, there was a woman, my mum third aunt. To me, a long related aunt. To be honest, my mum her relative most i don'tknow at all, nono its all, even if at the road, i oso duno they are my relative. Then the auntie has got drunk or what, she liked omg at there cry or like want to faint. You see, from her back she looked young then i thought it was a teenage getting drunk. When turned back quite old, then she really look so so drunk as if she has just consumed 10 cans of beer. At the end then realised that she had the husband problem. My sister told me that she pushed my mother away and then like real drunk caused they wanted to put her in a hotel room. Aiyo, such a dui lian sight lehx. But then i supposed she cant pressed her feelings anymore.

After all, we went home and went home.
That's all.
I can imagine everyone wedding.
Sinta- with all the monks and nuns, then the gift is a fuo tang bookmark.
Weiying- formal
Li qiu- kao beh here and there.
I cant imagine anymore ler... haha...

KK... mine is i am still thinking.
=)).

PHOTOS would be uploaded when i got it.. i try ..
Shuting hates Chao Ju for big reasons. You see, he is a fcuker asshole and mother kick your ass boy. Stops that! Omg weiying likes me or etc. Weiying DOESNT love you at least she likes the history guy. Stamford Raffles for good reason- he has a huge history background. Can you imagine you won't be studying here because here is never found. OOOWWW.
STAMFORD FOUND SINGAPORE, YOU KNOW, YOU BIG ASSHOLE. Weiying has so many ai mei relationship which i duwan imagine.
Those guys can listen to e.g, ni bu ai wo, chi xin jue dui, wen rou and etc so sad song.
Can you imagine hearing ni bu ai wo. Tt guy was listening like so heartbrreaking i saw it. You may dun understand what i say. It doesnt matter. But a stupid guy is willing to be by a girl side.. you know wen rou... its abt giving freedom and tts your gentleness. How beautiful. And a guy will say, ' You're beautiful!' lalala. i duno why..

Here, today was a unexpected day, tatata , haha u know , we went to mac eat eat and then shuang shuang go northpoint, haha and liqiu wants go kbox. alright. then we headed to changi. cool ??? then ate steamboat.yayaya.
and anyway... nth much happpen tmr is my aunt wedding excited k?!!!!
lalalla. i am so and my mother make it as if she is the one getting married.
She went to make-up tmr at jean yip and then nails doing and choose dress and more.
WOW. impressive.

My mother was shouting in her room to outside the living room asking, '' What you doing?"
(my mother was suppose tt he is doing hw)
My sister replied, " his eating and shedding the shells of peanuts?"

What a JOKE?
NEW FRIEND. little dwarf.

I am a little dwarf currently living in my friend, shuting computer.
She is cool and she has changing moods. No matter of Rainy or Sunny day or even a tornado, she don't give a damn to this stupid world changing.
She don't adore herself but adores mayday. She is the best friend i ever had. Don't think she is hay wired to keep a small dwarf. I am a real dwarf that could communicate and actually i think my friend is cute, only that she has some problem with her life. She is a dreamer in state. She dreams often for things like living in a palace, eating big food, spending her entire life eating chocolates and of course, slimming pills to keep herself slim and pretty. She won't go for detox, she thinks its too fake for one to try it out.

She don't really have a real friend but only me and another one, LUAH SHU FENG. She adores Luah shu feng more than me. I am JEALOUS but i still like her. She is a good friend and she comfort me when i am sad, unlike her friends who don't care about her.

She wants to be someone BIG. Hey, not that big but meaning a job with a high status. She is still considering between a few choices. Shes wants fashion but with the low creativity and competitive society, she is afraid she cant make it. Studying science, being a doctor. This would only drive her MAD and enrolled into IMH but maybe she can study physcological. Maybe she want to fight her way out of the SKY. Be a smart business woman and then opened her restaurant, or some other shop then become a company and get listed on the market. Everyone would be saying, HOW COOL. She would also be marrying a very handsome one.

From today onwards, i would be taking over shuting on her blog entry. =)).


Everything is so boring like in a world full of expected things. You expect yourself to study, to eat, to sleep and study till you are mad. So this is the expected world.
Today is the monday and i've got monday BLUES. I dont understand but it meant something like monday is meant to be horrible. For so-whatever, Monday are meant to be dumb. We had the usual classes like english etc... with the crazily boring maths and followed by the wow wow wow ENGLISH. The day seemed to turn to night. We have the HE test tomorrow and it feels real stupid to have a test while the cookies are in the oven burning. Ahh, i dont know and i dun feel like studying for it. During chinese, we were given a compo to write. I have no ideas generating, therefore i wrote my dog died. We were asked to write something about... BU RU YI. wth does it really mean? Truth is i dun have a dog and i dun adore them at all.
Mdm Yang asked me to join the whatever small reporter and i dun think i can pass through with my writing skills for primary standard. =(( Try to get in, have moral support from my primary friends =))).

When way home, i act as a dumb. Well, its cool to do so when your friends happily asked you and you give them a fake smile and walk off. Then when they asked you again, you don't talk back. This is what a dumb feels. I feel like a piece of toy with broken parts scattering over everywhere. I wish i was invisible or a leaf that would be blown away by a wind. I wished i was someone who can smile at right things. Everything wun go wrong in this way.

These few days i was spotted to be extremely quiet due to some changes in the mood of the weather. What a reason! Due to weather, ask a meteolorogist to change weather huh?

Went home, then after that i was scalded by the hot stupid. Pisses off!
I left the last episode of It started with a kiss.
So nice and touching, cheng yuan chang is so adorable. I want him!!!

It all ended with this crazy ending of me being scalded.

From next week, this blog would be changed to something like a new skin and wakakakas. The blog entry wld be as boring as ever but with another view from my new friend.=))
Sorry for not updating for quite a few days, the reason behind it is my homework. This week I had been procrastinating for a moment. Ended up with burning midnight oil, and piles of homework. Not only this, I also have to do some procedures of transfering cca. Just wish it would be done quickly or else it would bring lots of troubles and i may not get my cca points of the green club camp. Green club has a camp which is in the march holidays and organised by a government. It is a public activity, therefore we would be able to get cca points.

This week is filled with homework and tons of homework. Yesterday, i worked till midnight for some homework. Today, i came back early to finish everything as soon as possible to avoid clash of homework and test. We have maths test, spelling test and science test. I have to pull up my socks for the science as to achieve academic results.=))

It was monday. My mother and aunt and cousin and I, We went to junction 8 to shop for the clothes to wear on my auntie wedding. And because of the wedding, i had to leave my hair till that day so i can ask the person to style my hair for the wedding. I am getting quite irritated with my bushy hair. So huge and i feel heavy above my head.

Today is also the total defence day. It is important as our country is small and we might receive any sudden attacks. But i don't think everyone is very prepared. Honestly, I don't really know what to do if really a disaster srikes. I may get lost. I was quite taken aback by the response of the people from the MRT bomb which is a fake one. But everyone knows there would be a preparation so theres no need to be afraid or frightened of. But when it came to a real account, no one really knows how to react in the way. I guess its best to follow instruction and then stay calm to all.

Whatever happens, I have to go on!!!
All the best!
=))
Go on shuting, yps, mayday,friends***
DRAMATIC DAY.

We had such a dramatic today at the paya lebar. Making a fool of ourselves. Indeed, we were. It all started with us going to the green club' excursion'. That was called an excursion. It was at the parkway parade when we took the MRT and then took a bus there. We went there to pledge which was getting a *printer-spoiled* paper where the paper is so out of quality and we have to write our name and then tick some plastic bag plede. I know its about recycling but can't the sponser or other organiser had prepared some other better quality of paper. We were then shoo-ed to see those exhibition. Jun Hong played a game and then received a pen. We then felt hungry, well we were hungry all along. Mrs Choo had won $250. She didnt even want to spare us any money. If it weren't for us, the green club would have closed as you know the rest of the member are not really serious with it.

We really felt hungry and we sneaked to the foodcourt to munch on something. We decided on carrot cake. Cool!!! We then switch off our handphone in case of those teachers calling us. Brilliant but they found us. It was me and sinta who went there telling them about us going toilet but then i think they followed us back. What a stupid thing! Mrs Tan is not stupid. Mrs Choo is not clever enough. Then we think the carrot cake did not fill our stomach, so we all went to buy a humchi peng to eat. Then we got serious and then went back to the exhibition for some games and got ourselves each something-notepad,bottles,bag.

We got hungry and headed for the steamboat feast. Not to be mentioned, we had a great great full stomach. We filled the soup for 4 times and finish using a flask of it. Jun hong and Daniel had a great time eating. Junhong drank 8 bowls of soup. It cannot be avoided that the toilet trips are more frequent. I was the one eating the 4 prawns after the others were scared off by the live prawns. Well, as you know most of them got the buddhist heart so cannot sha sheng. Anyway the prawns were really good prawns as their quality better than the dead prawns. We decided to run away to find ice cream and end up going to the post office. I didnt know that we had such a cool post office. Then we went to mac to eat the mac ice cream.

It was then we got tired and then we went to take 853. It was the most dramatic thing ever happen. We saw tt the bus-stop across must be the road back so we went across and realised it was dead. No buses could ever pass there. How dumb! Then we went across the road and go another to wait for 853. After 40 minutes, the bus was still not here and JH decided to ask the people there and got the answer.

" bus 853 was only available on sunday and public holidays."
Seems like a thunder had just bolt down and shocked me with its power. End up, we have to take the MRT. In the MRT, we did stupid things like... blahs.. and then reach home safely. What a relieved, and Yishun is still the best compared to such a living condition at the city.
On my experience, if you are a prefect in this school. You are either a loner or a unwanted one. Prefects in this school become a prefect because they use despicable ways or they got to become one by bootlicking. It's very unfair staying in this particular school. Can i say this school sucks but the people rocks.=)). Many students had been caught to Mrs Sim and sometimes, some prefects make up story and yet Mrs Sim believe in them instead of those staying the truth. I don't know how this school chooses their prefects.Prefects accused pupils beacuse 1) They hate them, make use of this chance as an act of vengeance. 2) They are helping their friends. Prefects are totally a disgrace. They make-up story and yet Mrs Sim go believe in them. In this school, prefects always got the chance to do everything. I though the school had mentioned about [develop pupil's potential to the fullest and enable them to achieve both academic and personal success through the organisation of ...](pg 7 of your handbook). Did the school develop their pupils potential. Instead, i think they hid their potential by giving all the chance to the prefects. Prefects aren't perfect. They have flaws too.

(It doesn't bring any ruin to the school reputation. Offensive words don't cause any harm or bring any true intention of lacerating. No specification of people are mentioned in the paragraph. Just the writer thought and part of her view.)


Everyone was cheering loud for the annoucement of having a half-day school. But the school is operating till 12pm. Duh! I don't think it is a half-day. At least some subjects i disliked were after 12pm!!! Just nice =DD. Anyway, the sec 5 did extremely well for the examination. It was a joy and all the best to them.=)).
We were scolded by Mdm Yang for being late and another unfair one. When we stepped into the class, the group before us had just put their bag down. We were late by 5 seconds or what only. How unreasonable! Let bygones be bygones. (think so)

A BEND (downwards) SMILE

I want to play a game called hide and seek.
Nobody can find me.
I hide my feelings and make sure no one finds out.
I want to play a game called you spin rounds.
Everyone spinning around and spinning and spinning.
Everyone only cares for themselves.
Nobody ever wants to dig out someone heart and use a microscope to observe it.
Outside is always a fake look, inside is always a different look.
We are living in such a chaotic world.
Things has changed.
Love can never be found in dictionary anymore.
Nobody ever can put it there again.
Everyone lost to love.
Love.


Melancholy filed the air. Listless spirit. Growing silence. Lost directions.
I am real lost in this world. I cannot see the true-self of everyone. I don't know what you are thinking. I feel irritated facing this kind of life. Sorry for everything, being so listless and looking so gloomy today.( i am not gloomy bear) Treating as if i am a useless bug in this school, not leaving a trail of impression on anyone. Not anything i can feel proud off. Looking at everywhere, find no one reliable. Treated as if i am a slave, asked to do chores. Trust become pure lies. Everything changed in a nick of time. Century seems as if they passed. Stab through my heart, with blood dripping into my throat. Nobody sees the agony in me. I seemed to be alright, I'm not. I tried to make a noise but no one hears me. Rain drops seemed to cry for me. Nothing gona be back right again. They are in a messed up pieces. Who can put the pieces back together again?

Had a bad day. I was thinking of the unhappy home economics. I am currently stucked in this scuking class i call-2H. First, i was pushed around and then to someone. Cooked unhappily. Why am i always the one washing the dishes. Why someone has to mess up? Although my cooking isn't that great, at least i put in my effort in helping cutting something right? Come and cut those potatoes and try if you can do it like the way i do it. Not getting to eat it. I am going to throw all the bastard food into the chute right after i step out of the door. I feel like an unwanted food in the class. Why am i stucked upon here.

We had the usual assembly and there were 2 musciians or whatever came to perform. It was marvelous but no one really wants to enjoy it as i can hear the whispering, people seeing comics, talking happily away and sleeping. This is from my view.
After this we had the house meeting. BLUE HOUSE ROCKS. Dun look at blue house from the outside, we seems quiet but then i think at the sports day, we will show our real power to other houses. Hope so. The red house was unfair as they were using the mics, so LOUD. Scared we cannot hear like that.
Then we went to BK with liqiu, sinta and weiying to eat and followed up by the - chat along session. This is a procedure which we follows at BK. I was unlucky to have my button dropped out. I had this listless mood. I was swept over by sadness.

CRAZY.WORLD.

SUCK-ing DAY.

(the below post is much more interesting.)

Today was another sucky day with the sucky music coming along. First, the teacher indirectly accused me of having no great idea. Implication- a meaning that is not expressly stated but can be inferred. The teacher is implicating me, and i think i can accuse him of doing that. What the big deal about? Forget it. Everything is beyond my control.

Chinese was even suckier. Mdm Yang was trying hard to scold us for everything. First of all, not for participating for eveything. Second, throwing a temper for no one wants to join the small reporter whatever heck. I don't know why our class is in this way. I feel sorry for 2H. I do feel that. It's everyone fault for not uniting and we cannot blame everything for it is in this way. Nothing can really change the fate unless you are a god. You come down and give everyone a " UNITED" chocolate, and after eating everyone become united.

Chocolates, fattens and cause cholestrol. Next, coronary dieseas. And more.
I have just finish eating chocolates with durian and ugly coaco and coconut chocolates.
Let me introduce the *** UGLY COACO***. It tastes bitter on the outside and it looked ugly but once it is put into your mouth, you feel as if a chocolate had been changed from a commoner to a king. It melts into your mouth and the bitterness is changed into sweet taste.
Next, the durian chocolate, its just durian in chocolate budden the taste of durian really taste sweet.
Coconut chocolates had the taste of chocolates plus a crispy bite in coconut and blending heavenly with white chocolates.






=)).
I am getting fatter by each sucking day and i am afraid one day when i stands up on the weighing machine and, I CANT EVEN SEE HOW MUCH I WEIGHT! I finally realised how fat i am, i was thinking too much that when i was in my sleep i shouted, " die ler, i am so fat. HOW?"
That was according to my sister.

Anyway, I went out with sinta,weiying,meiling,tzyhuoy and liqiu to watch " I NOT STUPID TOO".
It's much nicer than the previous one. The previous consists mainly on how the EM3 pupils is being seen as. I think the second one is much more realistic and really reflects the problem faced by secondary pupils. I think it is true. Communication, is the problem faced by most tennagers. How i wish my mother can watch it and know how cruel she is to me. Wait till she sees my blog! I don't really write how i feel to my parents in my blog. That's a part of life. Get over it and walk on. Joshua can really cry better than shawn. I liked the best when he shouted, " ni yao da wo da dao shen me shi hou, wo yi jing shi wu sui ler???". The part where his father hit him. There is also a few tissue moments.
1) Joshua being hit and expelled.
2) When the parents of Tom sees his blog.
3) The brother stealing the money to buy the time of his father.
4) When the father of Joshua died.

What can i say? It's worth spending your money to watch it, especially for the typical Singaporeans. Living in this competitive singapore, parents often neglect their children and use money as a substitute for the time with them. They don't know how their children feels about them and make their children lost confidence in their home. Parents are important to their children. They are the best model to their children. They lead their children to a brighter future but often they lead it in the wrong way. Parents don't listen to their children.
Take me as an example, why do i blog often?
No one really listens to me. I was glad to have this useful invention for people with a lonely heart. I lost confidence in my parents 2 years back. Soon, i started blogging to express what i have in this blog. It doesn't matter if anyone read it, most importantly i can have a way of expressing what i feel. My parents don't understand me at all. They seemed to but they don't. Sometime, i feel ashamed of them. Sometimes, if you ask them about what i do in school, i can tell you the answer- NONE. I don't tell them, even if i did, its in and out. I feel useless and sometimes, i don't really see them often. Communication is important between the parents and children. It also builds up family bonds.

http://www.youtube.com/?v=sInGqiGMmJA

this is a nice song by LEEHOM. KISS GOODBYE.
and i bet the music teacher cannot produce such nice music.

I have to study to achieve success in academic and in life.

=)).


SUCK-ing DAY.

Today was another sucky day with the sucky music coming along. First, the teacher indirectly accused me of having no great idea. Implication- a meaning that is not expressly stated but can be inferred. The teacher is implicating me, and i think i can accuse him of doing that. What the big deal about? Forget it. Everything is beyond my control.

Chinese was even suckier. Mdm Yang was trying hard to scold us for everything. First of all, not for participating for eveything. Second, throwing a temper for no one wants to join the small reporter whatever heck. I don't know why our class is in this way. I feel sorry for 2H. I do feel that. It's everyone fault for not uniting and we cannot blame everything for it is in this way. Nothing can really change the fate unless you are a god. You come down and give everyone a " UNITED" chocolate, and after eating everyone become united.

Chocolates, fattens and cause cholestrol. Next, coronary dieseas. And more.
I have just finish eating chocolates with durian and ugly coaco and coconut chocolates.
Let me introduce the *** UGLY COACO***. It tastes bitter on the outside and it looked ugly but once it is put into your mouth, you feel as if a chocolate had been changed from a commoner to a king. It melts into your mouth and the bitterness is changed into sweet taste.
Next, the durian chocolate, its just durian in chocolate budden the taste of durian really taste sweet.
Coconut chocolates had the taste of chocolates plus a crispy bite in coconut and blending heavenly with white chocolates.

=)).
I am getting fatter by each sucking day and i am afraid one day when i stands up on the weighing machine and, I CANT EVEN SEE HOW MUCH I WEIGHT! I finally realised how fat i am, i was thinking too much that when i was in my sleep i shouted, " die ler, i am so fat. HOW?"
That was according to my sister.

Anyway, I went out with sinta,weiying,meiling,tzyhuoy and liqiu to watch <<>>.
It's much nicer than the previous one. The previous consists mainly on how the EM3 pupils is being seen as. I think the second one is much more realistic and really reflects the problem faced by secondary pupils. I think it is true. Communication, is the problem faced by most tennagers. How i wish my mother can watch it and know how cruel she is to me. Wait till she sees my blog! I don't really write how i feel to my parents in my blog. That's a part of life. Get over it and walk on. Joshua can really cry better than shawn. I liked the best when he shouted, " wo yi jing shi wu sui ler, ni hai yao da dao ji shi???". The part where his father hit him. There is also a few tissue moments.
1) Joshua being hit and expelled.
2) When the parents of Tom sees his blog.
3) The brother stealing the money to buy the time of his father.
4) When the father of Joshua died.

What can i say? It's worth spending your money to watch it, especially for the typical Singaporeans. Living in this competitive singapore, parents often neglect their children and use money as a substitute for the time with them. They don't know how their children feels about them and make their children lost confidence in their home. Parents are important to their children. They are the best model to their children. They lead their children to a brighter future but often they lead it in the wrong way. Parents don't listen to their children.
Take me as an example, why do i blog often?
No one really listens to me. I was glad to have this useful invention for people with a lonely heart. I lost confidence in my parents 2 years back. Soon, i started blogging to express what i have in this blog. It doesn't matter if anyone read it, most importantly i can have a way of expressing what i feel. My parents don't understand me at all. They seemed to but they don't. Sometime, i feel ashamed of them. Sometimes, if you ask them about what i do in school, i can tell you the answer- NONE. I don't tell them, even if i did, its in and out. I feel useless and sometimes, i don't really see them often. Communication is important between the parents and children. It also builds up family bonds.