CNY stands for chinese new year.
I thought we just celebrated a HAPPY NEW YEAR.
I guess everyone just wanted another round of holiday.=))
I am going to malaysia-KL,etc,genting.
Firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR.
Sinta went to Bintan ler.
I still have to study at the same time when i go Malaysia, imagine!!!

I forgot what i did the past few days.
Yeahs, for the CNY deco we got THIRD.
I dun think we achieve that.(miss teng must be biased)
That very moment, even though if we didnt got that, i still enjoyed the whole process though i really did not do lots of help to the class.
(F*CKINg CLASS MATES DID NOT STAY BACK AND DO THE CNY DECO.ALMOST HALF.NO PREFECTS BOTHER TO STAY.F*CK YOU)
ok... to REVENGE. i took 3 of the presents as to revenge that ok and i dun think it is enough.
No one bothered to stay and at least contribute to the class and some ****ING teachers claim that *** DID HELP A LOT A LOT.A LOT. F**K ur chicken lahx... na bey... CHEEBYE.
blahs... i still agree, 2H sucks but some people rocks.
Those who stayed back, you rocks and enjoyed the pizza and the drink. that day was so nice as dun who shld stayed, stayed.=))
It was sad that some expected class did not WIN, and i duno why. cchy teachers some some some very biased lor...

The past few days, i slack. slack. MAths test sucks.10 stupid marks was gone...WHEE~~
BYE.
I duno anything ler...
haha.everything.was.fun.
2H.suck.
some.people.rocks.
=))
just got a few ang pow... and SO DAMN FEW KE LIAN...
dun cares lahx...
and i dun relli like going to ... CNY reunion dinner.
forget it.. nth relli nice happens.

i love myself.=))
ahh.thx liying for.. sending me mayday songs.=)))


ashin new book is out!!!
http://www.imayday.com/060125.htm

check it out...
it contains of 66 songs lyrics by him and they are soo precious!!!
you cant find anyone else more talented than him.
=))
wonder if SG can buy???
growing up is part of everyone life.
we depends on our parents and sooner or later we have to rely on ourselves.
sometimes, we are not sure of whether we are growing up.
we ask ourselves,"AM I ?"
i ask myself.
and could not get a better answer and i am still getting not used to it.
i tried and tried.

Last saturday, i was getting out with sinta to buy my CNY clothes. We spent a few hours and i only bought myself a shirt out of the force-ation of sinta. Am i too dependable on my parents that i couldnt get my own things. that was the first time, i realised. that was the first time, i bought myself a shirt. I took a whole time to take a decision and run over 2 places. Am i that sacarstic? Not independent enough... I realised lots from this experience that i am not independent. We sometime reply too much on parents. I felt lost for the first time. Really lost.
Do everyone get over this? Sometimes, i feel i am a little girl living in my own world. Growing up isn't easy. Get over soon abt this. I really wonder if i can grow up...

ARE YOU LISTENING

sucky feeling just overwhelmed me.
just kind of what am i in school???
i dun feel like talking now.
today was such a boring and sickening day.
its weekend and i cant find something better to do.. yeahs.
tmr going out with sinta to buy my new year clothes and left 1 weeek bax..
eeee.suckling days...
miss teng actually asked me stand up and asked where did she stop.
stop her head lahx.
i not dreamin sia. though i feel like. gestures. blahs. i m not dumb.
blehs... god bless me in everything. wahahhas.
and i feel liike sleeping and i dun feel like again.
weiying was affecting my mood with her...
lalalalalalalala.
we were kind of trying hard to cheer her up and ...
liddat lors.
we ate ice cream at mac and eat fries and drank coke.
sucky sucky sucky.

anyway went back home and i saw a short at market. blahs...

recently, just got to like reading the blog of blinkymummy. so much better than xia xue one.
and not beacause she likes mayday too. I began reading it since i found her blogging on the mayday concert which was exciting. One day i would go to sin hoi san and shout at the boss said, :'' wo yao ashin zuo guo de yi zi!!!!!'
ashin rocks.his sooo.cuties.!!! sooo sweet.and darn it he got a gf.
隱藏自己的疲倦　
表達自己的狼狽
放縱自己的狂野
找尋自己的明天
向你要求的誓言　
就算是你的謊言
我需要愛的慰藉　
抱緊我
(adapted frm blinkymummy,mayday first song)

and relli cute pic of ashin.
HIS SWEET .
iwant a bf like him.

maybe i will yuan yuan kan zhe ta.
Mrs Choo is still blabbing around about the whatever protons and whatever formula which no one really understands. I feel chemistry is certainly not for me. I couldnt understand a single thing and there is so much to learn. Maths was fine. Today was the thematic test and i could promise i got a 100% correct=)).
we were walking back to northpoint and decided to eat at northpoint. We ate the ban mian or whatever and i feel it doesnt taste so nice or rather normal. Weiying wanted to eat pizza so we promised her tt we wld eat it tmr budden i realised i am so much broke.
ban mian = 3.00
mango = 2.50

FCUK.the mango was crazily expensive and real expensive.
i bought it and the food court and i was like :' WHAT!?!?'
piang ehs 2.50 can eat 2 plates of chicken rice...
i looked at the uncle and he was quite irritated with me.
after buying at 2.50, he gave me a plate and i gave him attitude.
i take the mango and return the plate in a 'unhappy' attitude and said i need not it.
when i returned to the table, it was just beside the stall, i delibrately said loudly tt it is so expensive and i saw the uncle staring at me. blehs. what can he do.
who sells such crazy mango and such a price. i rather buy them and cut on my own.
mango are just mango it doesnt make a difference.
Am i eating gold mango???
i was really stupid for buying the mango frm him which cost me a bomb.
i think i bought a ' mango bomb'.
the first time and last time buying.

sinta and i took 800 back and i alighted at yps.
when i came down my handphone was hanging mid-air.
luckily i grab hold of it.
then went to cheers to buy newspaper.
the current affair test is just next week and i haf to study at least some of the news.

i feel sleepy and ...
it's wednesday and tomorrow is thursday.
sucky days where u have to wear tie and its horrible.
i bought straits time and i think it is cheem.
lalalalala...
anyway to be honest, i forgot what i did today...
oh yes, i remembered!!!


we had the music on the whatever midi programme which was so bored and it cost $14.50.
sosuckinout.
Mdm cheng was there blabbing around.
i was finding a chance to get into internet and it turned out tt i duno where to go...
then i had a question and i raised my hand shouting 'teacher'
piangz ehs, i think his obviously deaf.
mdm cheng was helping me out and she was like, you did not listen to the lesson.
.... her.
" Why is there melody, you did not listen to the lesson!'
*give a snare behind her*
"Did you listen?"
She called to the teacher asking, she claim tt she was right...
i was fcuking mad already.
then the teacher said it is like that. ( I AM CORRECT)
i was like wtf wtf wtf.
Then i was recording the melody, she stood there and continued pointing out my mistake.
WTF. this time i am relli MAD ler lors.*flames*
she said i could only played those 2 melody infront and it is only like up down up down.
(everyone is playing different notes, trying out different kind of notes)
IMAGINE U PLAY ONLY 2 NOTES.
whats the meaning of music.
destroying the term 'music'.
so wad if she noe piano, tt doesnt meant tt she know drum!!!
then she kept hanging on to my pc happily with me looking at her with my pc.
when it was abt the last minute, she returned to me.
and the bell just goes.

( the above text is just the reader thought and it doesnt cost any ren2 shen1 gong1 ji1[life attack].)
P.S. just read if u want to...lalala.~~~~

what a DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

nvm. i shall not let this SMALL thing affect my mood.
MAYDAY.
yest 933 got a girl called in and said she returned frm the KL final home concert.
wow. i guess cheaper tickets???
it was raining heavily and tt did not stop mayday lors.
they are so nicce. and their music rocks until over the rocking ler.
i guess malaysian had a veh nice time bax.
i enjoyed singapore final home!!!
they rocks.i wana rock and roll.!!!!
lalala... i was singing the wen rou today. nicee!!!
i found this nice webbiex on mayday.

http://ashin.idv.tw/

go and see see bax.

tomorrow got a test and i hope it isnt so bad and what current affair test.
i din study the newspaper, i guess i wld fail but i try my best at least to pass pass lahx.
the thematii not sure too though i did study i was starting to get irritated with it as i studied the same paper frm holiday till now and miss teng kept delaying the test and i decided tt i wld tear the paper away once the test is finish, i relli v du lan with it and everytime i see the paper i feel damn sucking out.
and for today maths i was called up to write the maths question, at tt time i was dreaming abt something.

wish everyone a properity chinese new year
wahahahahahahahahahahhas...
crap sia....!!!
my wish is to get more money lalala.
who duwan hehex.
ihate.everyone.everyone.everyone.
nobody ever is real.
nobody ever cares.
nobody wanted to know...



ihateu.ihateu.
urnottheoneiknowanymore.
youarenotyouarenot.
ihateyou.
iduwan you anymore.
get out of my life.
get out get out get out get out.

sucks...ihateu.ihateu.ihateu.
irellihateu.
fakers.getouttoo.
idunlikehyporcrites.
unoewhoimeant.yourellinoe.evenifuduno.iwantutoknow.
dunactasifwerclose.duntellstories.dunacthowgood.idunwanttohearorsee.

ihateversingleoneoutthere.
A week passed, just came back from xin yi birthday party. HAppy birthday to you... wow. a pretty girl+ very tall. the cake was nicce. thx.=))

Well,well,well, my studies is getting nowhere. Recently i failed a english test and my maths test also got 2 mistake and there is only 2 question. lalala. I forgot to bring my whatever accents and i borrowed a writing skills bk frm jennifer and hun4 over the lessons. Science is like crapping everyday cause no one understands. History is okok. Music is fun, i like the whatever midi programme. Sucky ceramic classes is starting already, i feel like committing suicide. =(( I dun like ceramic classes at all, infact, ihate it a lot lots.

Life has been bad and nobody can help only myself.
hehex...

Listen to every mayday songs help me to cheer up and tell myself i can stand up.
Ilove MAYDAY.

lallalalalalalala.

noe what i am singing.
juejiang..lalalalalalalalalala...

blahs.

ihateveryone.