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If holiday is that bad, ...
Posted on: 2005-11-23
Posted at: 00:12
Posted at: 00:12
Yip~
holiday is just getting here, NONO.
It had already past erm i guess a few weeks. I guess i am a little too in a ' sleepy mode'. Not enough sleep and was waked up by my siblings who shouted out their lungs to wake me up and just to inform me that the air-con cleaners were here. Damn it. It was only 12+. No choice but to get up and go to the living room to allow the people to clean my air-con. It was smelly, like pesticide( or more than that). It was still in my room till now. Sinren had to go to Malaysia to become some 'standby' monk. Although it sounds crazy but at least no one would be fighting with here over the pc. I missed every of YPS friends. Those that were counted as true friends.
Went to see that superstar thingy. I think it is campus superstar or what. Peifen is cute and the judges were strict but i don't think they are as you know 2000+ is competiting with each other. To me, it was on average and they sang ' chun zhen' awfully.( no offence =[ ) Everything seems out of control, a boy kept shouting that he cant move out and i feel like asking him to shut up. Everybody is there squeezing with each other not only him. Junction 8 was like packed with people but theres still space for you to move. Saw our school people, i guess they failed, obviously from their expressions or disappointment in their eyes. I don't realy want to support my school. As you can see, my school isn't a very nice school. After that, we went back to yishun. We then took a bus to occ to play bowl but that was a saturday and as you know the price isn't those we can afford. We have to change our mind and go back to safra to play pool. I wasn't very willing to roam around the pool as you know the people there are so adults. I am just pass the age of 12. Pool wasn't easy. I just feel myself in a wrong position and not enough force is given. At least i feel safe when our pool table is near the registration so that the people can really see us. I shot in some balls? The last game i shot in the black one. We decided to walk back to North Point. Although it was a long distance not a stone throw, we still manage to reach there. I took a bus back to home.
Today was so darn trembling cold. I was so like wearing a sweater and 'ah choo' all the time. I wonder which wind was blowing.( na ge bei feng chui lai de) Everything was so in control? And what ami saying? Rubbish!!!
Sinren is right, i must like save my money for anything that happens in future. If one day, i save $2. A month would be $54. One year would be around $540. Three year would be $1640. You see i can use this money to see my favourite concert or what. Anyone buy me a birthday present. Mayday Final Home tickets- cheap de also don't mind. I guess i can never get this birthday present.! Serve me rights for not saving but i don't think i would waste my money on all this. I guess i would buy the disc in contrast i can keep it with me forever and see it when i need it. My friends please buy me a Mayday concert disc i want FINAL HOME de. i wishhhh!!!
Now i have to be seriously serious about my holiday homework. I cant help but look at it helplessly. At least i have only finished some maths question and a book review and a newspaper cutting. I had just finish reading a story book which meant that i would need to read 1 more book to finish my book reviews. I am so relieved that i indeed succeeded in finishin at least 2 books as you know from not more than 50 books in my 13 years on earth. Seems fine but not ok, i feeling i did not put enough effort in my book review so i guess i need to do something about it. I have decided to work hard in my next year 2006. It's not easy getting up with everything in my messy sec 1 life. With all the mistakes done and i guess i would realy need to buck up and kick away all the fuss. There i only one song to represent which is ' ya guan'. After crying,i should bit my lips and move on. I figured it out that no matter how many tears i shed, nobody would understand except myself. I should not shed these meaningless tears, they only add to my pain so why should i ? With all the boring teachers and ... teachers, i should just get over it, I can't change them so i should just change myself instead of them. I cant change everything around me but i could change my thinking of them. =). Think postively. School is just a part of life and everybody goes through it. Maybe someone suffer a worst fate than i does, so i should just pull up my socks and walk forward. I should just enjoy and appreciate everything i had now and not cry when i don't have them. Sometimes, life is just predestined but not all. You choose your own fate. If you think you would be stupid, then you would burn away all the books and then stop studying just because you think you are stupid and even if you study nothing would come out of you. If you think you are clever, you would read those books and gain knowledge from them. In the meantime, you are just as clever as expected. What if you are destined to be clever, and you think you would, so you sit there and wait knowledge to be sat upon you. Wrong, you would be just as stupid as someone predestined to be stupid. You can change everything in life. Determination and preservance is the way to work out. Cherish every opportunity to the open door.
Holiday seems to be a way to work out everything. I decided to just do something about it.
Hope everyone would be delighted to find this plan of mine helpful or useful in some ways.
1) Get up early for a jog.
2) Get a new look.
3) Sign up for something like a sports.
4) Try out new things.( not drugs or...)
5) Check out the coolest thing out there.
6) Spring cleaning
7) Read up something
8) Finsh your homework
9) Sing out
10)Enjoy yourself.
Just an advice to those borings out there. To me, best is to finish your homework before you do anything.
I feel i am stupid. It's ok. That's how i wana live out!
=)
Credits
You have my thanks