suckin.out.is.what.i.feel.
i cant see you, i cant touch you, i cant do anything for you.
But the hell is i am falling for you.
i hate myself for doing this and i don't know why.
i wanted to stop but i just cant.
why must i do this.
i am so hell.living.shit.
icanthelp.butfall.

i cant help cant help but fell for you.
why are we so near yet so far,
why must i do this to torture.
Is this love yet or is it just lust.
what should i do.
Give up or wait for you.
I knew this is a dream.
I must wake up.
How i hope i can never wake up.
I wished to be a sleeping beauty and never wake up.
how i hope all this would never be happening
and i wun be suffering so much.
i pray and pray and knew all this would not be happening.
Can i use a time machine to make myself not fall with you.
I feel very painful now.
i needed you.