It isn't a nice feeling being back here. Though i miss my friends, i still love the temperature at the genting and cameron highlands. It's so COOLING compared to the hot weather here. It was extremely horrible at KL, the sun can cook an egg.(maybe)

Anyway i learnt how to blow chewing gums.=)) After some training, YEAH!!!

During CNY, we had the reunion dinner and its the same every year. The people are also getting lesser. Lesser and lesser people began to visit and have reunion dinner together. I had this cousin who kept pestering my mother for ang pow. I didnt even take from her mother or father lor. Forget it.

I went down to the shop and then see tv instead of staying at upstairs. The channel 8 had a very crappy movie. Sad to say, i don't receive much of ' HAPPY NEW YEAR' smses. I only said happy new year to my dearest luah shu feng.( shes online)

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Back to Singapore, overwhelmed by some bad omen. It was quite horrible. First, i came back receiving that i scored 38/60 for chinese and science 23/26. Then came along, the HISTORY test. P.E was ... . Currently feeling so in and out, i wondered if chinese is really a subject for us.
Chinese is really a subject which can kill you. Being in a HMT student, i felt ashamed for myself for having such a low standard of chinese and english. Students. Students. Are they human or super people? I don't really understand why the world is in such a competitive mess. Why can't we just be loving and caring to each other and bring warmth and love to every part of the world. Why must we be so cruel? I can't understand. I just wish i wasn't that sarcastic. This world is filled with battlefield, airplanes, warcrafts. Everyone fighting for their place in the society, fighting for a better life, fighting for a living. Why can't everyone just be as equal as each other? Why must the world be in such a complicated matter? I don ever want to know why i landed in this state. Why must we go according to everything? Why must we enter a cca we know we are not up to and landed ourselves in such a situation. We all do make mistakes but why cant we be given a chance? Why must we be receiving this kind of outcome?
Not much really happened. Sometimes, time reveals the true side of people. Sometimes, time can change people. Sometimes, time can never do anything. Somtimes, if you look carefully, somethings may be so true but yet so fake. Sometimes, everything is not within your control. Sometimes, you cannot change everything. Sometimes, lost things can never be back. Somtimes, i wondered if everyone is real.I hate this world i am living in which brings me so much pain.
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i will soon update on the trip to malaysia.=))