Would you feel lonely if you walk down this street alone?
It's okay to say i am okay.
It's fine to see you all together.
It's ok for me not to enter your conversation.
Everything considered as I AM OKAY just as long as you are happy.
In this lonely world, I am alone.
Considered as one, as i turn to realise sec life is just a battle of friends and studies.
Nobody understand what is genuine.
Free from hypocrisy or dishonesty?
We live in this pathetic world wanting to prove every means from beauty to intelligence or even status but we often forgot the most important things on earth.
Friends doesn't mean friends at all.
It meant FOE.
They are people you battle in school in friendship or in studies.
If you realised the truth, you would be a lonely one.
This school is a fake-to-be school.
On the outside, we may seemed glory as a sun but in the inside, we are just dark angles.
In order for you to survive in this world, only people with clever thinking and acting are the survivor of this game.

Often, I felt as if like an unwanted doll just tagging with its owner and doesn't really care about whether she exists of their presence. She ain't a doll, she is a human. It is alright but at least note the presence of her being with you. She just wants to shout out loud that she hates you. She know that you doesn't like being with her. Just go off like a fly giving excuses. She hates herself but most importantly she hates you more than she hates herself. At least she know herself of not plotting and setting people up or even sniggering or stabbing behind people back. She really feels bad and she doens't like this feeling. She continues to act as if she is fine and she says she is fine. She can be a loner but she can't stand what everyone is doing. She ain't a doll, she is a human.

Now everyone has their own friend.
Weiying is with sinta and they often mention about netball and about takin gbuses to school, eating early breakfast with whosoever.
Li qiu is with tzy huoy, you must had a mild shock to see this combination but they get along well.
I am somehow alone and puyu is also too but i don't know how she gets with it but she is positive so much more than me and i know i am alone and i dun wana see eveyrone sickening faces. I feel bad in this class, totally like i am a fool entering with so much pain and anger. I did maake the wrong choice and knowing eveyrone is a totally big one.


At least, i have my primary school friends accompanying me.