Indecisive we are.
Making choices are a big matter in future but now even a small matter seemed so uncertain to us, how are we going to survive???
God bless us.
Guan yin ma too. =D
We are there so hesitant about one small meeting with friends.
I guess its not that bad after all.

In the morning, we met for some breakfast at the mac.
I was like cursing the meeting for waking me up so early.

I'm so worn out after the cchm visit for some competition briefing.
The briefing was useless but I find it a hassle to avoid those copyrights.
It really scare me out of my wits when i knew that the company was sued and pay a compensation of a few thousands. The company is out to fish for more money!!!
Then Mr ** was like there flaunting his circle of friends. He was there scolding the 2*, and he lose face mahs, so he kept on lecturing us on the bus.

I bet you've came across questions like...
what's your ambition?
what is your dream?
what would you want to be when you grow up?

But have anyone of you really knew the answer to it.

I'm lost to this question.

I realised dreams do change and personality too... even thoughts.

When we are young, our parents would give us a good impression on occupations such as doctorslawyers, business or even trade involved jobs.








I realised as we grow up, things don't seemed to be it.
Perfect world...
They are just like cover-up to convince children how beauitful this world is.

I thought of more than 5 ambitions... but realised they aren't that perfect.

What is best for me, I know it myself.

Choices are made by yourself... so don't let emotions or any other consequences get into your way.
I cannot actually believe it...
My english and chinese are like terrible.
Well, they always do.
My level position improve a lot.
Hmm by exactly half, although I know that I'm still far behind but I guess I can work it out.
=D.

I wanto see X-MEN.
It seemed so COOL.

Alright, those appearing offline, dun hide ler larhs...

Nothing more to emphasize on ... .

Wish everyone a good holiday.=)
At times, the world would be different from what we are thinking.
World full of peace, yeah that's unrealistic, cause it would never happen.
Arrogant, once someone gets arrogant, he/she would become a failure.
Indeed, we should all learn to be humble, never to be proud of an achievement or even a compliment.
We should work even harder, and not think highly of yourselves.
We tends to see our achievement as a success and forget all about the process that we come over.
In this way, we can be a better person.
=D

Wo xiang ni de kuai le shi ying wei wo!!!
从来不相信 我的世界可以有多完美
痛苦 寂寞 还有一些疲惫
不允许他人随意进入
我的零度空间
宁愿孤独 懒得再去想谁



MALAY HERITAGE

The boat, but I don't understand why we cannot climb up the boat.

This picture is so bad alright, BLAME LIQIU.ahaha.lols.



I think its better for me to wear a sunglasses lor...

MALAY HERITAGE

We went to the malay culture museum.
Oh, we spent a total of about $6 to enter, and excluded the tibits.
We watched a culture show about the malay wedding.
At there, we were taught on the gesture, musical instruments, etc... .
We still viewed some of the olden days the kampong.
A tourists fooled with us. lols.
Ok, I can still remember PART of the malay culture trip.
I remember how to play the instruments.
I remember the number of hits and the speed when somthing occurs.(the instruments called 'i forgot'.)
I remeber the costume, kebayu, sarong, how to tie the sarong, the ways to use the sarong.
I remember people wearing the sarong.
I remember the dance.
I remember the gestures.
I remember the procedures and people in a wedding.
Theres also a free gift.

This is the free GIFT.


OH, I think tts all, but it is enough already.
Overall, we did learn more about the malay cultures.
This is a reflection... about the malay heritage culture.

After that I took a picture of a boat with tzy huoy.
Anyway, thx li qiu for helping me to take photos.

These few days, people just idle around maple world.
Pissed off, i am still thinking of the steamboat.
I realised I have bus sick.
I am having a serious headache right now...
=((.
Anguish engulfed the soul of every loneliness.
Freed is not the freedom of every mind.
Sentiment makes my soul deprived from words.
Despondency set the crack in heart.




28 minutes to 20 MAY 2006.

Im STARTING TO LIKE HIM..

WOW, eh he same AGE as ME lehs.
(budden the age smaller than ME lehs, suan le few months only mahs)
and still got another one only 16 sia..
the still got another one too but then quite old lehs.. 20++

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

=DD
WOW... omg omg..


G-BOYS!!!














http://www.wretch.cc/blog/GENKIGBOYS

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/labmagicosjh&article_id=4160514

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/daniellee36&article_id=3525392

SERIOUSLY, CUTE lor..=DD.

OOOWWWHHH...SCREAM SCREAM!!!














some mother's day photo...=)





my mother...





























the cake i bought as mother's day gift...
=D



Yesterday, Shufeng, Rachel, Sinren, Liying and I went to orchard to walk walk??!!
We always ended up at rachel house.
Indeed.
Last night was not an exception.
Then we became zhi lian and kept taking photos..
and the PHOTOS...
were DAMN BIG.















me. sinren. rachel...
I wonder what if it is a consolation prize?
Nevermind I guess so.
It's so far better than nothing in your hands.

My results are really bad.
Not really that bad, except for all those language.
Especially, CHINESE.
I very ... about it.
I love it a lot,lol.
I hate ENGLISH.
I don think I want to study ENGLISH.
It cannot be studied...

I should know very well from the start that my english is tyco results from psle then come into cchy.
I very LOST.
It's like I am lost on a road with limited ammunition, food and weapons.
I might die very soon.
Since everyone is really that hardworking.
I myself might either survive or just die there.

My english and chinese really sucks a lot, but i love chinese more than english.
English simply sucks with ... ... us.

hais.. alright just let me die.

the whatever quan ming zheng ba sai ...
All of us don't want support our school team.
Not really, If my school spirit is stronger maybe I would.
Unfortunately, its NOT.
Mdm Yang was pissed with us totally.

DOn't care this quan ming zheng ba sai...
HOMOSEXUAL.

In my opinions, love is regardless of gender.
Gender meaning even though they are gays or lesbian.
Maybe some people can't accept the fact homosexual.
It's time we do that.
Why can't we accept it?
It's the root foundation about sex we ebstablish.
In our mind, we had inserted a thinking that gays and lesbian are gross, or either disgusting.
But did we ever put ourselves into their shoes?
True love might be the answer to your question mark.
It's the true feeling that attracts each other.
True feel.
We might say its some puppy love, but it might not be the case for some people.

Just accept them and always respect them.
They are humans sia...

COLIN & KERO



Colin look cuter larhs.
owhh, kero dun get hurt.
nanana.
Oh, here is something if you think i am those flower girls who goo-gaaing over guys,
drooling over them, screaming my lungs out for them.
Sorry, I'm not.

FU*K-ing khoo just duwan to give me marks for HE.
asshole alright.
Shes just insists her way.
sack her earlier mahs...
big deal ahh...
ma de...
ass...*TOOT*
the school can hire more cuter, chio-er or shuai ger teachers come teach us home econs.
I prefer that to some old haggered...witch... ok I'm BAD.

Owhh, I'm so bad. I apologize for my vulgar...
=)).
I'm such a NICE girl.
hehehe.

(the above thing dun cause any life-attack.just my opinions and way of thinking, my way of facing life, you can disagree with me or agree with me. But it doesn't concern me.)
I'm insane.
Quite a fruitful gathering.
Watched the JUON at li qiu house until about 5 something.
The spaghetti was great but i eat until want to vomit lor, damn FULL.
I know my posts are getting boring, anyway I flunked my ART, don't relli feel sorry about it.
My hp is back, but I am so dissapoint?
My handphone repair for about 3 weeks?
Then I just received 1 pathetic sms from li qiu.
Actually I was thinking of using the handphone back, but then nobody seemed to sms me.
Forget it, its useless.
Huge bills, little sms.
I also get scolded by my father for extra money in my handphone bills.
I swear I din use tt MUCH as stated in the bills.
Bills are always cheating our money.

Then my parents kinda feel I'm insane or what, and kept persuading me to use the lkk hp.
It's not that I duwan to use, I really DON'T WANT use handphone.
It's sad when nobody sms you, so why waste the bill.
The line give you 500 free sms & 100 minutes out-going calls but I don't use more than 100 sms.Why waste it?
Knew that I have so little friends.
Nvm, we musnt despair about this kind of stupid things.

LEt's listen to some songs from Malaysian IDOL, he sings really WELL.
1 st SONG) xian zai hen xiang jian ni
2nd SONG) Organice love [you ji ]
(i'm sorry, the blog dun allow this video, broken or what not too sure)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGv85N2p8Lc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Nvreoeg7Gw
I've never came across such misfortune befalling on me.
Especially the moment I stepped into chung cheng high yishun.
I feel terror, and a gush of panic.
I have been hiding this but I've never felt so much nicer since this school has turned me.
Anguish, can i explain it?
The meaning of life has lost its meaning.
My whole life mistake entering this school.
This school is terribly fake, fake.

I have no more to elaborate on it.
It only hurts me.
-----------------------------------------------

My art... I am still deciding on which question to do.
My handphones really pissed me off.
I always occur this problem, CHARGING.
Everytime I charge it, it will automatically shut itself.
Then my maid was the one who put my handphone into the waters, why blame me.
I don't feel good with my handphone already.
Do you think I like it when my handphone is spoilt?

I have not eaten the whole day since morning.
I wish I could get what gastric pain and people bring me to the hospital.
I wish I could never get back from there.

My handphone has really spolit.
WTF.
I have made this decision not to have any handphone anymore.
MAybe until when i really need it then i request for one.
In this way, I can help my father reduce the bills, and also earn some money from the trade-in.
Isn't it better this way.
Communication only makes you feel lost.
Destination, wouldnt it be better not to know where you are going.

I would become the one person without handphone out of 1000 singaporeans.
Or rather maybe among the 0.01%.
Doesnt it makes me special?

I have sorted out all this while without handphone.
I still can live comfortably without it.
Its a want not a need.
Although in maybe 5 years, it may become a need for everyone.
I don't want anymore misery caused to anyone.

KE BEI DE REN
I was really plunged into a state of sadness or sorrowness due to some people wanting to distract my life with their stupidness.

It was then I realised that the most pathetic people is he/she.
He/ She wanting to distract my life because she is partly because of jealousy.
I think we should forgive these kind of people and also understand because they are living in a unhappy world, therefore they want to pull everyone into their world and to become sad with them.
The more unhappy you are, the happier they get. This is the way they receive their happiness.
It is such a selfish way of thinking, and also immature.

That's the human nature.
There are so many kind of people in this world, you can't stop them but just ignore them.

Even big stars have people anti-ing them.
SO just don't let them drive you into a state of sadness.

They just need your attention, because they can't get.
What they can't receive, they want it from you.

This kind of people is just pure pathetic.

Life is just a few years, why make youself so SAD?
You may not know what happen the very next minute.
Just stay happy everyday, every single day.
Just treasure everyone, and at least the day you go away, you know you are happy youself.
=)).

Currently studying for home economics, though my ambition is not being a chef, but certainly it helps me when i'm on a diet.

MOTHER DAY
140506

The rain is making me DROWSY without pills.
How does sleeping pills make you sleep, I would like to try it out.
My eyelids are heavy, so I came to blog to try to make myself not sleep?
But it don't seem to help me a lot.

I don't see my mother today, she went out already.
I am lazy to call her too.
Mother day mother day!!!
Why isn't it a Holiday?
It don't make a difference because today is a Sunday.

The thunder is rolling.
Then i am here, listening to 933.
If i am not wrong, the last time my sms was read out was at peifen programme.
I was betting with li qiu see whose SMS being read out.
I won sia, i think its because i put the 'mayday rocks' at the end of the sms.
Whatever, but i am really tired.

My brain seemed to hate home economics alot, cause it just don't absorb any of the information into it.

Let's pray it like it before 12am.


I wonder when I will be a Mother myself, and understand how my mother goes through.
I bought a cake, though fattening, my heart is inside.
My grandma was impressed by the card I made for her.
She gave me a blanket which I used when I was born.
Wow, a precious gift.
I was very mischevious.(spelling error)
I love to sleep a lot.
It certainly is TRUE, sleeping is good for health from my understanding of it.
I realised everything is so wonderful.

Sorry, I am kind of used to the myself.
Business is real bad, and my father quarels with my mother.
Just now I was taking money from my father, then his face don't seems to be very happy with it.
I am really out of money.
Maybe I should start saving.
Just now we spent about $40++ for the pizza huts stuff lor.
My mother alone lor give so much money.
Then i guess my father would be mad if he knows that, because his very money-minded.
I am not too sure, maybe its because of the genes inside.
His a Hakka, and I heard story of their ancestors being cheated therefore they tends to be very calculative when it comes to money.

Ooowh, my father don't seem to care about me.

We should all learn to face all the changes.
Well, I should be happy cause next tuesday, I'm going all with all my friends.
So Don't worry be Happy!!!

Maybe I am just missing the past.
I listened to 972 and find the song nice.
Maybe I just need a TIME MACHINE, afterall.
喜歡這首儘管背後是滿滿的悲傷與無奈
I have prepared a suprise for my mother.
Not exactly, I told her about it already lor.
I am still a little girl.
Then lucky theres Luah Shu Feng there to assist me, or else I bet i would be LOST.

HAPPY MOTHER DAY EVE.
I know we are not mothers YET.
But soon, maybe in next 10 years.
Long way to go everyone.=D

shuting.=D
VESAK DAY.

First of all, we should let off.
Although, it isn't that easy but we should use a ordinary heart to face things in life.
Remember the higher chinese paper, what ordinary heart.
ORDINARY HEART.
We had a huge shower this afternoon.
I stayed at home watched qing tian da sheng.
I think its really weird but then quite creative.

WHEE.
I went out with rachel and shufeng.
We just donate lots of money to the cinema, bubbletea shop, neoprint shop and yoshinoya.
SUCH GOOD DEED.
=DD.

FORGIVE ME FOR ALL THE SINS.
Learnt to let go off it.
ORDINARY HEART.
I never meant to criticise anyone.
I was like anger in a moment.
I APOLOGIZED for all my nasty things.
APOLOGIZE for ..err.. mood swings.(sometime is the cum tt one =XX)
APOLOGIZE for ... all my SINS alright.

HAPPY VESAK DAY.

=DD.

ILOVE THEM.
=))
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FOR FUN... believe in urself. Pisces Girl A Pisces young lady provides the best shoulder to cry on in the world. Compassionate and sympathetic, she's always willing to assist a friend in need. Taking it a step further, it's not unlikely that she'll make helping others (and genuinely caring about their welfare) her life's work. A truly feeling soul, she won't spend much of her energy on fashion and looks. As a matter of fact, she'd far prefer to be in second-hand clothes. Most likely, she'll be clad in mismatched clothes since her particular look will be the one that makes her happy. When it comes to appointments, she'll virtually always be late. It's part of her dream-like quality to lose track of time. When she does finally get there, though, she won't even care where she is or what she is going to do. As for schooling and beyond, she could easily get lost in a big school, so help steer her toward choosing a small (preferably liberal arts) college. The career track that suits her best will be one which involves helping others.

The true beauty of the Pisces young lady is in her creativity and empathy with her world.

Whatever you do, put a little magic into your date -- creating the right mood will romance your Pisces more than any money you spend

Suggestions for the perfect date: bring them to a book or poetry reading, go to the theater, go to a movie, spend a day at the zoo, go swimming, go to a drive-in movie, play pool in a bar, go to the museum, take them to the opera, go to a cafe for coffee, go to an aquarium, go sailing together, go wine tasting, go for a walk in a Japanese garden, go whale-watching, go ice-skating


Personality Insights into Gift Giving for Pisces Pisceans are interested in everything that isn't quite real: illusion and disillusionment, fantasy, drama, emotion, art and spirituality. The best gift for someone born under this sign is something that feeds these interests -- how about a set of oil paints, tickets to the theater or a book of poetry? In their leisure time, Pisces may work to alleviate their emotional stress through exercise. They especially enjoy sports that bring them into contact with their own Element of Water, such as swimming and sailing, so gifts such as sailing lessons, a new swimsuit or a cruise would be appreciated. The theme of water is a good one in general, making gifts such as scented bath oils or floating candles appropriate. Don't forget that Pisces rules the feet, so treat your Pisces to slippers, shoes, socks, or even a pedicure or foot massage.

best gifts: floating candles, perfume, scented bath lotions, oils and soaps, gift certificate to the movies, shoes, comfortable socks, oil paints, musical instrument, fine wine, flowers, slippers, a book of poetry, a book on dream interpretation, a romantic movie, a swimsuit, an aquarium with tropical fish, an orchid, a coffee-table book on art.

It's 90% TRUE!!!
=D
051106_0622_pm.

YES!!!
We'll shall always be freed from EXAMINATION.
Anticiapted holidays are on their way here.
Actually, they are here.
HOHOHO!!!
I am here typing and watching,:BUMP OFF LOVER.
To be honest, our class don't seemed to be in any mood to mark the 6end of examinations.
Maybe not so, but its still not the final end yet.
Maybe, I am just here alone enjoying my holidays.
I just wanted to RELAXED.
Just throw away all the negatives thoughts.
Disapppear all those bastard faces from your mind.
I'm realising that I am beginning to love staying at home!!!
YEAH, thats the main point.
SERIOUSLY, I LOVE MY HOME.
Even now when anyone ask me out, I hates it.
For no big reasons.
Maybe I should just take a flight to anywhere I want and then enjoy the nature surrounding me.

Afterall, I am TIRED.
051106_0622_pm.

YES!!!
We'll shall always be freed from EXAMINATION.
Anticiapted holidays are on their way here.
Actually, they are here.
HOHOHO!!!
I am here typing and watching,:BUMP OFF LOVER.
To be honest, our class don't seemed to be in any mood to mark the 6end of examinations.
Maybe not so, but its still not the final end yet.
Maybe, I am just here alone enjoying my holidays.
I just wanted to RELAXED.
Just throw away all the negatives thoughts.
Disapppear all those bastard faces from your mind.
I'm realising that I am beginning to love staying at home!!!
YEAH, thats the main point.
SERIOUSLY, I LOVE MY HOME.
Even now when anyone ask me out, I hates it.
For no big reasons.
Maybe I should just take a flight to anywhere I want and then enjoy the nature surrounding me.

Afterall, I am TIRED.
1119am_051006

ren jian de hun luan wo bu dong.
zhen xin de gan dong ting bu dao.
wo de xin na han zhe, zhen zha zhe.
ni ting de dao ma?

kuai le, shi tong ku hou de jie tuo?
wo bu dong wei he duo luo.
ming bai le you neng zhe yang?

zhen xin de xin dui dai mei jian shi,
wei bi neng de dao zhen xin de hui bao.
ai she shen me.
zhui qiu zhen shi de gan jue,
bu shi xu wei de jie guo.
wo you neng ru he.

mian dui ren jian de hun luan.
kuai le she wei yi de jie tuo,
hai she wan chen bu liao de meng xiang.

zi xi ling ting mei yi ge ku qi de xin.
ta fang fu zai su shuo mei yi duan gu shi.
wo zi xi ling ting,
que ting bu chu dai you de zhen shi gan.

wo hai pa shi jie de hui bian hei an.
wo hai pa tian shi de xiao shi.
wo hai pa diao jin shui li de na yi tian.
wo hai pa mei you ai de shi jie.

wo bu xiang zai xiang.
wo bu neng zai xiang.
yuan lai zhui zhen shi de xin jiu zai ni xin.
1119am_051006

ren jian de hun luan wo bu dong.
zhen xin de gan dong ting bu dao.
wo de xin na han zhe, zhen zha zhe.
ni ting de dao ma?

kuai le, shi tong ku hou de jie tuo?
wo bu dong wei he duo luo.
ming bai le you neng zhe yang?

zhen xin de xin dui dai mei jian shi,
wei bi neng de dao zhen xin de hui bao.
ai she shen me.
zhui qiu zhen shi de gan jue,
bu shi xu wei de jie guo.
wo you neng ru he.

mian dui ren jian de hun luan.
kuai le she wei yi de jie tuo,
hai she wan chen bu liao de meng xiang.

zi xi ling ting mei yi ge ku qi de xin.
ta fang fu zai su shuo mei yi duan gu shi.
wo zi xi ling ting,
que ting bu chu dai you de zhen shi gan.

wo hai pa shi jie de hui bian hei an.
wo hai pa tian shi de xiao shi.
wo hai pa diao jin shui li de na yi tian.
wo hai pa mei you ai de shi jie.

wo bu xiang zai xiang.
wo bu neng zai xiang.
yuan lai zhui zhen shi de xin jiu zai ni xin.
050906_1137_AM

Early more again.
Mrs Choo distracting us during the mathematics examinations.
I decided to come home early to use the internet.

So that later I could study Science and English.
Whatever.

Nothing to blog...
The new year book SUCKS alright.
Mr OH failed in his photography skills.
CCS got so much things meh, and wtf some things are not inside lor.
=(

Anything sia.
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Weiying finally had her blog.

Q1.
Source A
seriously, i think i hate to read her blog. haha. damn. whatever it is for.. to get so upset over some stupid things. dun noe why its affecting me indirectly. =/ i aint supposed to be like this? lol. perhaps, i got a thing against sad stuffs. i think i shud learn to be more magnanimous. really

a)Re-write this paragraph. [ 5 marks ]
Seriously, weiying hates to read someone blog. She feels damn and she laughs: 'haha'. She feels what it is for to get upset over such dumb things. She is being affected by someone blog indirectly and she don't know why. Shes not suppose to be like that. She has a thing against sad things. She thinks she should learn to be more magnanimous.

MARKS:

b)How does this source help you understand about Weiying? [ 7 marks ]
In this small passage, we can understand weiying is a optimistic. She also has grammer error, but she has a good vocabulary bank. She should learn to be more forgiving to others. She must face things in a positive manner. She must learn to control her emotions, and engaged in more activitiesto cheer herself up. From the passage, we must learn to be like weiying from her positive way of facing the life, and she does not despair easily. The conclusion is, she is somehow optimistic in her life and love happy things.


MARKS:


Perhaps, I should be a translator or what in future. Historican?
haha, I would fail my history if i give this kind of shit.

+me+



0132_am

I have never been home so early since i entered secondary.
Secondary simple can rotten you off, and develop serious hatred for it.
I had it myself, develop total hatred for everything in it.
I dreaded stepping into this kind of school.
Irresponsible teacher dropping us into such situation.
Blame ourself for it?
We had no choice but to accept facts, the facts that we are a hatred class.
Real hatred, ostracise by almost everyone. Even myself.
It was an extremely hard day for me to past.
History and tomorrow is Mathematics.

+myself & myself+
0506_VOTE.

Voting Day.

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/generalelections/
It's a major day for Singaporeans to make their important decisions.
I was staying at home all day,and did not have a chance to see any people voting.
I am also expecting the results soon enough!
It will be a few years away since I will be VOTING!!!
7 more YEARS.
Long way but soon enough I can!!!

Hehehehe, how cool!
Alright, I go see the results and then it will be so Cross-FIRE???

WP vs PAP vs SDA vs SDP

Who will win?
Let's us await the poll results, and also the future of SINGAPORE in next 5 years.
The vote is in your hand!!!

Everyone is anxiously and urgently looking forward.
My parents had gone to my neighbours house to see the results.
=X

I had a headache today.
Huge one.
I will get well SOON.=)

*PUI*
I am like cheating myself.
I am not.


1035om_050606
MISSING him/her
I seriously is missing LUAH SHU FENG.
I hope to get a BIG HUG FROM HER.
I just think some people BLOG seriously sucks like shit alright dope.
AND fcuk off unknown bitches, somewhere bitches round.
I am really feeling hardworking.
I am joking here alright.
My mood is sway by people.
Anyone in my life, or rather everyone.
Aiya, i just visited some blog and i truely think, alright let me mention,
shes some bitches from the area anderson, BITCH, ex pri is in khatib area, n***.

Whatever, why am i hecking the past for?
Alrights, look forward.
=)
I am OPTIMISTIC.
I wun venture into the past.
=)
I smile and my maths would past with flying colours.
Mrs ang is duh cute.
=))
Seriously, I M HURT

1231_am
050505_05pm.

today is a memory of the 050505_05pm.
Maybe we should just forget this but too much for us to forget.
We were unexpected by it.

Exams are just round the corner.
Actually, it has already started and yet I am here.
Cant resist the temptation of blogging.
I just like doze off at the screen when browsing the ACE.
ahahhaa, its seemed that it is like a loaf of CRAP for us.

Still stimulating my brain neutrons to produce more.
=X.
But then it seemed that the neutrons are more keen in the internet.
Let us work towards our future.

We saw Ong Ah Heng today in the lorry, promoting PAP.
Then we just waved to him.
Maybe what the PM LEE said is TRUE.
We should think for long-term and also our own future.
Not short-term but long-term.
Keep upgrading ourselves and exposing to new things.

I have so much to say but ended up...
I realised I am so not hard-working enough.(lazy in another word)

As you see, I was like so concerned about how my life goes about.
What changes has taken place.
So much, and I just wish i could have a time machine to bring myself back.
I rather start all over again.

Time flies in speed.
It seemed that yesterday I had just received my PSLE result and entering the school I desire.
The next moment I was in SEC 2 and half way to go.
When i was still young, I always wished to announced aloud that I am SECONDARY STUDENT, yet now I yearn to announce i am only a PRIMARY STUDENT.

Thinking changes throughout our life.
I am really scared and don't wish to grow up.
Maybe after all, we should really be contented.
Parents tend to tell us about how the society goes about and growing up isn't a good thing but we think otherwise. Now, I am getting afraid and how our life changes rapidly without waiting for us. It seemed that one moment you are here and another moment, we are travelling in a speedy pace. In the past, everyone don't own a handphone but after 3 years, everyone is owning one.

I am feeling so moody,and therefore came to wrote this entry.
I should believe myself about how it goes.
Hardwork pays off.

I just cant resist my emotions taking place inside.

I couldnt face reality.

050505_05pm.
I covered my eyes.
Next minute, strangled by your evilness.
I couldnt imagine how its like for the next minute.

We are living in a world of loneliness.
You would feel that in 2H.
Don't ever drop yourself into this well.
And don't ever think of climbing up again.
2H is filled with loneliness.
We are only a shell.
We are a snail keeping ourselves to the world.
We don't like to share secrets.
We are some people like this.
We are not proud nor filled with glory.
We face this world indifferently from you.
We are TRAPPED. in this dark class.

WHEN CAN WE EVER GET OUT OF IT.
sooner or later.

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CRUSHING-

I had not much to reveal about my life these few days.
I only knew the people are working hard.
Then i am here typing this entry.
I am CRUSHED.
Exactly, It seemed that I have thousands and thousands of things waiting for me to uncoever.
I think I am so CRUSHED.
Yeah, these days.
CRUSHED had gotten me in a deep shit of trouble.
I think i must un-entangle myself out of THIS.


Seriously,I am CRUSHED>

050306

+so.so.lonely+
DREAMS II

This morning I dreamt about me attending a stupid lecture where they teach you english.
(maybe because miss teng asked us to write a compo on scheming a lecture)
Then I supposed i delibrately come so late, only myself.
Nobody want to late with me.
Being late, I din do the worksheet.
IF i am not wrong the lecturer scolded me, I told her I came late.
She forgave me.
I slept at the lecture.
When i woke up, I suggested to Tzy Huoy to go with me to the hill.
Then puyu tagged alone.
Tzy Huoy wanted to drink the spring water.
I asked her to be careful incase she drop in.
After that, we ran down the hill.
My leg is filled with blister sia.(reason: i not too sure)
My another friend very fragile, thus her legs all filled with blood.
Tzy Huoy went lost.
Puyu kept pestering the lecturer.
The lecturer was actually a barber at my shop there.

The scene suddenly change to the star cruise VIRGO.
There was loads of neoprints machine.
I was taking the neoprint with my sister &bro and another person.
Then suddenly the ship capsized.
I carry my brother go.
He almost fell into the sea.
In the end, We got into don't know where safely.
We saw the superband people posting for some shoot or what.

THATS ALL.
=)


TODAY IS MAYDAY.
The programme are duh BORING.


shuting.

+so.so lonely+