I hate 190208.
I felt stupid, idiotic on this particular day.
Very awful, awkward.
What if I die tomorrow, or the next minute.
I bet I'm also dying with regret.
If I can choose life, I would never take you away.
Even though it kills me to see you like this.
I'm just in a game with myself holding the control.
Too naive, too simple.
My heart skipped a beat a moment ago,
and DIED.
I hate school & everything associated with it.
Nobody cares anyway; so why bother.
Do you see what I see?