A day that sucked from the inside.
Posted on: 2008-06-18
Posted at: 21:51
DOOMSDAY! :(I feel really really demoralized.No motivation to do whatever is needed.Lie there while my heart rots.Maybe its the rain.No, I'm deciving myself!RAH! :(I feel like crying all the way! I have no mood for everything;everything single thing in my life!How can i wake up, and believe its another good day!I feel my eyes dried up like sand.I cannot bring myself into believing myself.I eat when I'm unhappy.I hope I'm not turning into KungFu Panda! :(HMMMM...& it sucks. I dont know what is happening to me!GOD HELP ME! :(
i hope tomorrow will be alright!
Posted on: 2008-06-15
Posted at: 23:26
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
TOMORROW IS THE CELEBRATION FOR JENNY!
Even though I'm not that close with her, and sometimes find her straight.
At least, she is not snob but someone funny.
I hope everything goes well, even though I feel that it would somehow come out abit spoilt.
Nonetheless, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER & hope I would enjoy myself at sentosa!
SNIFF SNIFF! I've sort of recovered! FINALLY!
Anyway, I feel a bad omen.
Nevermind, shall dismiss this bad feeling!
Maybe I'm thinking too much...
& I think it hurts.
Hey baby, there is shorter time we can see each other.
And ... time never waits.
There is somehow too much barrier.
YOUR TIGER FATHER!
KNIFE-HOLDING MOTHER
restricted idiotic curfew(10 pathetic sms per day),
& you don't know what to talk to me.( its driving me nuts! )
[一样lo...]
You summarise your whole 5-day malaysia trip into 3 chinese character for me!
Well ... i wonder how long can my heart hold out for you.
SICK! :(
Posted on: 2008-06-12
Posted at: 19:14
SHOPPING! :) retail therapy!
During the past 2 days, I went shopping with my sweetheart! :)
Then some really funny happened.
We were shopping at heeren, then a girl came out to offer a free haircut.
I jumped upon this chance! :)
That's something really random.
But it seemed that I have fallen sick!
I'm down with a flu and sorethroat! :(
& I have to hmm put up with the stuff of organising jenny's birthday party.
NO, is putting up with ........ someone.
We are tolerant enough!
Now thanks to you, this has become a difficult task.
Everyone starts to avoid this and that.
Things can never seemed to be done!
NO! i mustnt let her look down on myself!
Nor let that ..... look down on me!
I'm really not feeling well, and yesterday someone made me really sad!
Since hubby is back! woohoo! he's bored as ever.
He said he almost died at korea.
Hmm, thank god he's alive.
misc.
Posted on: 2008-06-08
Posted at: 14:43
OH BITCH, JUST SHUTUP!
rotten&full of maggots.
NINE IN THE AFTERNOON.
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Posted at: 14:33
It's nine in the afternoon! :)
It doesn't make sense! but I like it!
THE TING TINGS!
Posted on: 2008-06-06
Posted at: 22:44
THE TING TINGS
THAT'S NOT MY NAME!
ARE YOU CALLING ME DARLING!? :)
I like her style!:)
BREAKING FREE!
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Posted at: 22:18
Today, I mustered courage to handed you the thing I made.
I hope you liked it.
For some reasons, it seemed that fate keeps pulling us together.
Unlikes poles attract.
:)
FINALLY THE END OF THE TORTUROUS 2-WEEK EXTENSION!
It's lesson extension, not any hair extension! :(
I did benefit from this extension programme, but I feel not all lesson are very beneficial or helpful.
Report card was returned back to us.
It was uhmmm disappointing to some extent.
Some subjects which I worked hard for didn't really come out as what I expected it to be.
At least I'm happy for chemistry and my combined humanities. :)
Never mind, I'm going to work hard for myself!
After all, it's my own idiot marks and it reflects on myself not anyone else!
Even though I really need to curse this damn education system which undermines our confidence level.
I'm back to my childish blogging! >
OKAY'S! I got loads to say.
Right now, I'm rocking out The Ting Tings!
THATS NOT MY NAME!
ARE YOU CALLING ME, DARLING?
:)
tarot reading:)
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Posted at: 22:11
Situation as it is |
The Lovers  |
Briefly: If you are unattached and you deal out this card, you are being guided towards that special someone who is about to walk through the doorway of your heart and leave its indelible mark on you forever. The Lovers card always brings choices. Love is the strongest emotion we know and it can literally move mountains. The desire to be with your special person can overwhelm you and override all logic or other sense of clarity. In Detail:
This is the most powerful card in the pack for many and varied reasons. Love is the strongest emotion we know and it can literally move mountains. The desire to be with your special person can overwhelm you and override all logic or other sense of clarity. However, if you are ever going to experience true love, then you may as well feel it with every part of your being. If you are unattached and you deal out this card, you are being guided towards that special someone who is about to walk through the doorway of your heart and leave its indelible mark on you forever. You will feel the blood rushing through your veins and the passion and desire to be with your lover so deliriously wonderful, that all else pales in comparison. This may be your soul mate, your one true love of your life, so make sure you are there and you are ready. If you are already in a relationship, another passing attraction may cause a disturbance in your feelings and you may be swayed to have a secret liaison. The Lovers card always brings choices. You can choose to love, or choose not to love. If you find yourself in a triangle situation, at some stage you will have to make your final choice. This card can also symbolise that your creativity is developing and you could start to produce some great works, whether that be a painting, a song, a poem or even beautiful new furnishings for your home such as curtains, tapestries etc. The emphasis will be on elegance and pure luxury. |
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Queen of Pentacles  |
Briefly: You are on your way to fame and fortune. In Detail:
The picture on this card shows a beautiful woman wearing lovely clothes and a crown on her head, placed on top of lovely beaded headwear. She holds in front of her a large pentacle and her hands are slim and well manicured. She wears a special ring, which has a large oval stone set in it, which is possibly a ruby. There are mountains in the background, similar to those in Hawaii. There is foliage around her and nuts growing on these. Generally she has blue eyes, though could have any eye colour. If you are this person, you are on your way to fame and fortune. You may come into a windfall, marry well, or somehow stumble upon a unique way to increase your income. You will be well liked by your friends and loved by your family and husband. You are serious, yet vulnerable. You are calm, yet can be set back by those who stir conflict around you. The comforts of life are important, more so for your own peace within your own mind knowing that you have what you need. If you are not this woman, then you will meet someone like her who supports you in many and varied ways. If you are a female, this woman will become your most ardent fan and friend. If you are a male, this woman may become your lover or your wife. Cherish her, for she is loyal and affectionate and has your best interests at heart.
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STORMY&i_need a hug.
Posted on: 2008-06-05
Posted at: 17:32
It's raining heavily outside.
& you are not here by my side.
It feels empty& its empty.
I told you I hate thunder,
it seemed you do not get what I mean.
Even though today seemed fine,
Each day, I feel the both of us growing apart.
The more we know each other,
the more we know we were not meant for each other.
I'm a fish, you're a bird.
We yearn for freedom;
but can we be tied together?
Just like the bird which cannot swim,
neither do a fish can fly.
_fly_swim_fly_swim_
there were many things i wished we do together.
Can we?
ANOTHER RAINY DAY! by Corrine Bailey Rae
I got taken in
We feasted on olives from the fridge
We stood the whole lonely day
We made love all afternoon
Till the stars went blue
You wrote a ballad
We dined on oysters and champagne
That's it seemed like
We connect in so many ways
So easy,
I must say
Why am I so shy around you?
Why am I so shy?
Why do I take care to astound you?
Why do I even try?
Another rainy day
We sat inside by the radiator
Watching old black and white films
Where everybody sang
You played in my solitude
Didn't get dressed 'til 2
The rain says all I wrote this song on my guitar
But it didn't turn out right
So we just connected in other ways
So easy,
I must say
Why am I so shy around you?
Why am I so shy?
Why do I take care to astound you?
Why do I even try?
Why am I so shy around...?
Why am I so shy?
Why do I take care...?
Why do I even try?
UPDATING!
Posted on: 2008-06-04
Posted at: 21:52
It's been 6 MONTHS.
Time is passing really fast!
& i continue failing english.
Everytime I receive my english essay, I would hurl vulgarities.
DAMN sick of it!
I dream a lot.
I hate you.
I like you.
I feel irritated.
I feel damn lonely.
Everyone is so occupied with their own stuffs,
it suddenly occurs to me that I can't get away with things.
Everyone seemed to have lost contact with each other.
I'm so sick&tired.
You know, I wished you know the way into my heart.
when the day meets the night.
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Posted at: 21:28
Hwang Hyun Seung
黄炫升/Sweet No. 1 /2008/Oil on Canvas/60 x 60 cm
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Posted on: 2008-06-01
Posted at: 22:18
Some things are just meant not to happen!& you are a part of it.
