no definition.
demoralized, distraught.
I feel as if I'm dying.
Failure has been appointed on me.
Nothing could ever change.
I tried, but to nothing.
Where is everyone, where is god.
I think i needed to get away,
to somewhere far, to somewhere I know myself.
Maybe it's too far, it's too near.
Yesterday is too near, tomorrow is too far.
you'll just need to stop and stare.
I cant find myself.
My breathe is taking over me, every minute,
every single seconds.
Why do we have to go through such arduous process.
Can we just die, and live all over again like a baby,
go to heaven, live by the beach, watch the sunset falls every day.
watch time pass, watch everything goes by.
all we need is not you.