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moving on.
Posted on: 2009-02-28
Posted at: 09:41
I can't wait for 09 to end and guess what I'm turning 17!Posted at: 09:41
17. 17. 17.
My sweet 16 is soon gone, and I don't see why it's called sweet 16 when we're so occupied with O levels.
Same here for my 17! Maybe as life past, birthday don't seemed to make a significant anymore.
During my younger days, I would countdown to my birthday, look forward to the day when my parents promised they won't scold me even if I did something wrong or misbehave.
As we grow up, my perspective change and I realised Life is nothing but a CHORE!
I guess it's because we tend to forget our sadness quickly in the past. But as we changes, we remember the sadness in our heart... we magnify, enlarge it so that they become engrave in our hearts to hide the happiness we used to have.
Just like how 16 will pass, 17, 18, 19, 20... ... .
I wished I can find back the happiness I used to hold, the purity & youth we all hold in our hearts.
How can I grab them back? It's the form of happiness I once held on to.
I can't feel it anymore.
Melancholy is filling my life.
I just want fun... watch all the movies I like without worrying how it would affect my studies, go shopping when I have a test the next day. Go chill out and live my life how I want it to be.
Posted on: 2009-02-25
Posted at: 21:56
Posted at: 21:56
change.
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Posted at: 20:56
Posted at: 20:56
Put it in a simple way- I miss everyone.
It's hard to accept reality, and adapting to everything unfamiliar again.
Back to secondary1, back to primary one, back to kindergarden.
Honestly, I don't know if I had ever made any right decision in my life.
Whenever I look back, I think I was stupid and naive.
Everything happened fast, and I thought what I did was so wrong.
And it definitely was.
I lost my passion. passion for life.
I don't think I'm happy.
Every night, I ask myself, did i make the right decision.
Even if I did change, would I ever regret.
如果说了后悔， 是不是一切就能倒退？It's hard to accept reality, and adapting to everything unfamiliar again.
Back to secondary1, back to primary one, back to kindergarden.
Honestly, I don't know if I had ever made any right decision in my life.
Whenever I look back, I think I was stupid and naive.
Everything happened fast, and I thought what I did was so wrong.
And it definitely was.
I lost my passion. passion for life.
I don't think I'm happy.
Every night, I ask myself, did i make the right decision.
Even if I did change, would I ever regret.
回忆多么美， 我就多么狼狈。
我想终究有一天， 我还是会说： 我后悔了！
谁能告诉我该这么做。。。彷徨，无助。
我们到最后还是要回到原点， 发现后才明白你没那么爱我。
而我知道。。。 你口中的永远就是结束的开始。
JC!
Posted on: 2009-02-09
Posted at: 23:26
After like a zillion years, i finally blogged again. (:Posted at: 23:26
But it's only for self-entertainment purpose i guess?
Orientation starts officially today! and it's time to know your class people!
Everyone in my class take H2CLL, so most of them are from china.
ROAR, I'm so gona hate GP. OK roar actually reminded me that I'm actually in ALEX!
Our ROAR sounds really funny and low, not that kind of ROAR ALEX will sound!
By the way, some great friends to make. Apparently, our class only has like 21 people or so... well so no way you're not going to know people in your class!
Awww, I kind of miss people from cchy! Those kind of slacking days ... just memories to keep with me.
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