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moving on.
Posted on: 2009-02-28
Posted at: 09:41
I can't wait for 09 to end and guess what I'm turning 17!Posted at: 09:41
17. 17. 17.
My sweet 16 is soon gone, and I don't see why it's called sweet 16 when we're so occupied with O levels.
Same here for my 17! Maybe as life past, birthday don't seemed to make a significant anymore.
During my younger days, I would countdown to my birthday, look forward to the day when my parents promised they won't scold me even if I did something wrong or misbehave.
As we grow up, my perspective change and I realised Life is nothing but a CHORE!
I guess it's because we tend to forget our sadness quickly in the past. But as we changes, we remember the sadness in our heart... we magnify, enlarge it so that they become engrave in our hearts to hide the happiness we used to have.
Just like how 16 will pass, 17, 18, 19, 20... ... .
I wished I can find back the happiness I used to hold, the purity & youth we all hold in our hearts.
How can I grab them back? It's the form of happiness I once held on to.
I can't feel it anymore.
Melancholy is filling my life.
I just want fun... watch all the movies I like without worrying how it would affect my studies, go shopping when I have a test the next day. Go chill out and live my life how I want it to be.
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