SHUTING.190392
LOSER!
Posted on: 2009-04-27
Posted at: 21:42
Posted at: 21:42
OH MY! Today something awful happened! I was feeling real real real, deep down lousy over school and etc...
On the way home in bus, I sat down and a cute, little Indian boy in front of me, kicked my legs! How irritating! I totally felt like a sore loser, like somehow I'm not even worthy to live on this earth! Now I can't deny I feel somehow lonely, scared. Sinren is busy with her GPP. Shrugs! And Tzy Huoy studies in the East? A million miles apart from me! I can't even feel that they are there anymore!
Forlorn is the right word to describe what I'm feeling now! Though kind of cranky!
| 1. | desolate or dreary; unhappy or miserable, as in feeling, condition, or appearance. |
| 2. | lonely and sad; forsaken. |
| 3. | expressive of hopelessness; despairing: forlorn glances. |
| 4. | bereft; destitute: forlorn of comfort. |
O Lord, is there a purpose for me, breathing precious air to keep me alive? And you answered: Your purpose is me! I stood in the desert, shouting out to you, can you hear my prayers? Can you answer them? O Lord, is there anything even hard for you to do? Sometimes, I can't feel your presence. You told me to rest in you during times like this, but I cant seemed to do so. My burdens, can you take all of them away? As I shout out and desires for you, surely you would come and bring me away! So what could I say? And what could I do? But offer this heart O god, completely to you. So I'll stand with arms high and heart abandoned. In awe of the one who gave it all! Can you tell me what to do? I fall at my knees, feeling weary. Can you save me, I'm nothing, really nothing. Your grace and mercy! SALVATION is HERE!
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You have my thanks