It's those days you just want to sit down, and flush everything down the chute.
I don't understand why, have I become more heartless, oblivious to all the feelings around me.
Yes, self-centered is the word.
I think I've become concerned about myself more than I do about others.
Sometimes, I'll find others more concern with maybe someone else, then I'll ask myself:''why aren't they asking me too?''.
It's my problem. We're always taught to look at Jesus, and not look at ourselves.
The root of the problem begins when I began to change the focus on to myself,
I start to think and becomes mindful of how others treat me.
I feel so weary these few days, like how I might faint anytime any moment.
Even my favorite R&B songs can't cheer me up.
I sit in the bus, I cannot concentrate on reading, instead I'll just stare into the space.
Nothing just can cheer me up.
Don't feel like smsing, or rather I feel like running away from the world.
To run into the arms of Jesus, to find my Kingdom of Comfort.