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Random thoughts!
Posted on: 2009-11-03
Posted at: 19:22
Posted at: 19:22
Sometimes, I wonder how it feels like to have lots and lots of friends! You see these people, going everywhere in town, recognizing people, saying Hi-s and Bye-s to almost everyone. Indeed, very sociable! Yes, sometimes I do wish that I have plenty of friends to Hi-s and Bye-s too, but I know I'm not that sort of person who is highly sociable and etc... . As you grow older, that's where you realised there are only a handful you keep inside your heart forever. Friends that you only share secrets with, only genuinely laugh with, grow up with, share your sorrows with. It's so important to keep them in place! Friends you don't want to lose. I definitely want to have loads of friends, but still, I treasure that few the most in my heart.
Well, I was feeling unwell today! :[ No choice, I had to go home early! It was then I realised it was so long ever since I actually returned home so early! I have been reaching home late, I don't remember why but it just occured to me how much I miss my home! Even though its unlike other families, because my house is always empty, and every single member is always concern with their own lives and friends. People always think my family seemed pretty alright, and loving, nice yet I don't feel so. I am always jealous of other children's family where they come home with dinner waiting for them, and their parents always asking them about homework, coming back home after their work, and watching television programme together while discussing it. Well, my family never did. I have been returning to an empty home ever since primary 2. I know it's due to the circumstances and nature of their work, but they never returned early, and they never asked about my results or homework ever since p6. We have been raised by several maids, mostly Philipines and Indonesians. It don't turn out well too, sometimes, we're abused by them. And all they did, was to change them. Eating outside food has become a habit for us, I've turned to hate home-cooked food. Even on weekend, we never got together. Although we do have family day once in a blue moon?, but it began to decrease over times... I don't understand but I hope my kids won't go through it...
I typed too long and it's getting boring.
Now, Let me go savour my Satay Bee Hoon! ... :}
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